Q Bo is not doing business with a small diary-Day 73

A while ago, I really pushed myself very hard. I won’t go into details on how nervous and busy I am. Those who are interested can read my previous diary: Q Bo’s Small Diary of Being Unemployed-Day 71 . I am truly grateful to the many citizens who care about me for giving me a lot of sincere and useful advice! In addition, after constantly exploring and understanding myself in various ways, I finally understand what it means to "control my own life".

I am not afraid that everyone will know that when I am very confused and don’t know where to go, I burn incense and worship Buddha, ask gods, understand my life number, tarot card channel, pendulum detection, meditation awareness, etc. Everyone thinks” "Unscientific" way I try to touch and understand. I'm not going to judge which methods are accurate, but the process has really made me know myself better.

What's more interesting here is that one suggestion appears overwhelmingly in every field:

"You are a person with great abilities! But whether you will succeed or not in what you do depends entirely on your mind. You are your own worst enemy! Do you have to choose one or the other for your current job? ... In fact, as long as It's not impossible to have everything you want!"

It seems that the above paragraph can be applied to anyone, but it is really not an easy task to come up with a method to take into account the nature of two different occupations, and to do them well. And I kept asking myself, what kind of life do I want?

One day, on the way from the company to get off work at the jewelry store by MRT, I asked myself: Why on earth am I in Taiwan? Give up working abroad?

The answer is simple: because of the severity of the epidemic, I deeply feel how close death is to me! If life was this long, I would like to dedicate the rest of my life to the people I love and to do things that I love and that make sense to me.

Wanting to stay in a biotech company, of course, had something to do with me meeting a good supervisor. But I am more concerned about how to give back what I have learned to the society and the land I love? As Taiwan's aging society becomes more and more serious, how to deploy relevant supporting facilities as soon as possible from the perspective of preventive medicine, and gradually improve the progress of Taiwan's biotechnology and medical industry through industry and policy cooperation.

Many people say that Taiwanese will study for life after studying biotechnology, but if there is still a way to work hard, why not try it? There may not be much I can do by myself, but I always feel that as long as someone is willing to change slowly, even a little bit will make a difference over time.

So, I can't completely let go of my job at a biotech company...I always feel like I have a mission.

I want to stay in the jewelry store and work, because jewelry is what I love since I was a child. It's not how expensive or rare these things make me feel to show off, it's just that I love to look beautiful and confident. But it is true that if a person has enough self-confidence, he does not need those external gold, silver and copper ornaments. But in this colorful world, I like to make up different styles of myself through different accessories! This ever-changing feeling makes me feel very novel! And jewelry is too expensive, and it is also affordable to change the jewelry occasionally.

Also, after serving in a jewelry store for a while, I found that I prefer the emotional connection with my customers! During this period of time, we have slowly accumulated a lot of old customers and concluded some friendships! I am very grateful that these times are loved by customers, and I am grateful that they are willing to trust me, share with me all kinds of life, ideas that I may not be able to experience, know all kinds of different things, and expand a lot of horizons! I am also very grateful to the guests who are willing to listen to my suggestions and ideas, accept my positive energy, and finally try to make every guest leave the store satisfied and beautiful.

People spend their whole lives in pursuit of material things, but they can't take anything with them when they close their eyes! The only estimate that can be taken away is the nutrients obtained from the soul, and the emotion and experience in the existence consciousness.

Now I know very well that my body doesn't allow me to push everything so tightly, and it's time to do some resource planning. Because I think, before the end of my life, I still have a long way to go, there are still some missions I want to achieve, there are still many styles I want to change, and many customers want to accompany me! Of course, most importantly, I still have a lot of things I want to accomplish with my dear family and lover!

Matt City's article will be updated in the future, but I no longer force myself to be tight on the frequency! If I can, I will keep the daily update, if not, then I will let myself go.

I still keep everything the way I am, it's just that I have to reschedule resources and allocate time. I am still me, and my experience has convinced me that everyone has the ability to achieve their own desires, depending on the mentality with which they face it, and it takes time.

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