I watched @yellow-skinned Gypsy Ruth[ Maya] Blue Storm Wave Talisman 13-day message - when the opportunity for change comes, dare you! It's really accurate, there is a great change in work, because The manager's change last time made me fall into a state of extreme anxiety and loss.

☘ Falling into anxiety

Perhaps the previous two supervisors could tolerate me and let me be at ease with myself. They chose to trust me and let me work very freely. Although a little confused, in their eyes, they are still responsible little secretaries. When the assistant manager left, he once said to the new manager, "He is very sure of me." But this good label has become my biggest pressure.

I didn't want to disappoint the assistant's affirmation of me, but because of this, I put a lot of pressure on myself. I wanted to do everything well, but I couldn't do anything well. Although this low ebb made me very painful, I also controlled my mood. Give it to others, live completely in the eyes of others, slowly find your own direction through self-awareness, and read to let yourself think about yourself slowly. When I encounter a problem, it is to solve and face it. Every time is the best. s arrangement.

☘ Find your own way

I am really impressed. Many colleagues really think that I am energetic. On a tense day, I am exhausted after get off work. How can I still have the energy to do so many things? They don't know how much I want to leave this place. The work is extremely intense, but I have no other ability, so I can only continue to work hard in this work. I like the learning process, the classmates and friends I know, because there is no stake, I get a lot of care and warmth.

The current financial industry in Taiwan is too competitive, there are too many monks and few porridges. It is really getting harder and harder to serve customers. Talking is really like walking on thin ice. ViPP is doomed, you seem to have made a sin that deserves death, no wonder I have a dream of winning the lottery, I just don't like some clients, they look like they have great money, I feel so humble, yours ㄧ ㄧ ㄧ laugh, became my life and death.

Recently, my mood has been much calmer. Our manager will definitely tell the new manager about my situation. In her subjective impression, I have become a dragger, and my mood is really much more relaxed. My assistant is to let me return to Noble people in the workplace can inspire more sparks in life. Because they care, they will take the pressure on themselves. Now I don’t have this level of consideration. Therefore, the consideration of performance is to add points, not to affect your workplace survival. I want to be lucky.

I also reviewed myself, I was really too dependent, when everyone was willing to help me, I also let myself be lazy, I was determined to break up again at work, cut off my lazy self, and actively study again. I, who took 6 licenses in a month, worshipped my willpower at that time, and I should not underestimate myself. The new changes may also be a turning point, a new opportunity.

☘ Opportunity for change

I got a purple card in the gilding class this week. The text on it was " I allow myself to live out my true self". In fact, I was very amazed. It completely matched my heart. The appearance of not caring, habitually hides the true self, and disguise makes it impossible to distinguish what is the true self.

Looking for my own life journey, I wrote down my current mood, I seek a kind of calmness to my soul, and I am actually adjusting my attitude towards things. In the fast-paced work of the financial industry, I become impatient in everything I do and cannot wait quietly. Especially when it comes to exquisite craftsmanship, any urgency is of no avail. Only then did I realize that such anxiety has affected my life, so I learned to slow down and face the second half of my life without rushing.

☘ Thank yourself

I realize that everything in life is the best arrangement, that everything is just that I have never faced myself truly, that all situations have the will of God, what strength does He hope to give you, and that you can get out of your own life. Lu, when I participated in the activity course of making local perfumes, I used my sense of smell to perceive myself. This series of realizations made me change my previous inertia and began to listen. Although that kind of breakthrough made me a lot of frustration, it also gave me courage to let myself Be brave and be grateful for your willingness to find your true self.