Life does not bring, [Death will take away] a sad heart

When I saw this essay before, I thought it was very special, because most of the articles I saw on the Internet discussed the most wanted thing to be done before death, or the most regrettable thing, and rarely thought about what to take with me after death. I began to think seriously: "What do I want to take with me when I die?"

In the past, when it comes to such topics of gods and ghosts, I mostly love to read it but I am very afraid.

But since marrying my husband, my husband is a person who loves to watch ghost movies, or some reality shows. When he sees something he finds scary, he will share it with me and ask me to "watch" it together. At the beginning of watching the night, I really had nightmares. Now that I have been married for 7 or 8 years, I have practiced and can watch it in a dull way. XD

As for the belief in gods and Buddhas, my husband will also study in many ways, and even study the history of this temple and some rural legends. In the end, he will take his family to visit the palace and temple. As time goes by, he will want to go to the temple from time to time. Walk.

When I was really faced with death, it should be when my grandparents passed away, a living relative would never see each other again after a few days, and my heart was empty and a little uncomfortable. Afterwards, I heard that on the first seven days, the deceased relatives would go back to their own homes to see. I was still very young, and I was always afraid of what I would see, so I didn’t dare to look around. But now that I think about it, I should be very happy to see my grandparents come back. I want to call them grandpa and grandma again.

Because of my relationship as a mother, I actually don’t dare to think about the day I leave my child. I always pay attention to the traffic coming from the left and right when walking and biking. My husband also helps to pay attention to the road conditions when driving. If I or my husband feel uncomfortable, I always go to the doctor. , I am afraid that if we, as parents, leave our children, what should we do?

If that day comes, what I would want to take away is [sad heart]. Although I have left, my son and husband should work together to live optimistically, learn to take care of housework, study hard together, and experience the beautiful side of the world together. Just let me take away all the sadness, you just need to live a good life, and your mother will watch you from the sky.