Goodbye! my wolf friend...

Author Little Sun's Star and Heart

When I was a student, the partners in physical education class were arranged according to the student number, and the one who practiced catching and passing the ball with me was an aboriginal girl. In addition to her natural beauty, the aborigines in Taiwan are world-renowned sports players. That girl is not only a A track and field varsity runner, in all kinds of sports, none of them is hard to beat her, she is simply a piece of jade born for sports.

I said openly, she was very weak, she matched with me, I was the kind of dodgeball that was thrown at me in a row, and there was no wind and no rain. I'm the kind of pick up・not・arrive・.

Many female classmates will imitate the way I run, laughing at me and saying that when I run, I look like the heroine in Qiong Yao’s novels, slow and weak, but I don’t know that I didn’t mean it at all. I was born to run like that. You want me to stop running like that, but I don't know where to put my hands and feet.

For me like this, it is common to make up exams for sports. When I was in middle school, I took the volleyball serve test and played ten balls over the net. It was my first time to pass five out of ten and I needed to make up the exam. After class, I stayed to practice on my own and found a master The female classmate taught me for a long time, but in the make-up exam, I only passed three nets, which was worse than the first time.

In high school, the billiards teacher said that it takes two hundred hits against the wall to pass the level. I said how is that possible? I can't even play a game. The pool is pool, the wall is the wall, the racket is racket, I'm me, it's completely parallel, the pool is thrown to the wall by me, and it immediately falls to the ground, how do I play it? it to pick it up? For me, this is even more difficult than writing an essay for the entrance exam. When the teacher saw that I couldn't hit the test, he thought I was doing it on purpose and asked me to make up the test next week. I actually practiced for a week, but when I made the test, I hit ... three times.

For someone like me with zero motor nerves, one day, when I had to take the women's 800m test, I still had to run again if I didn't finish the run within a few minutes and a few seconds. Kind of people, but 800 meters, tell me to run again, let me die! And according to my experience, if I run again, the result will only be worse than the first time, what should I do? I was very nervous. On the starting line, my face was pale, and I hadn't even run yet. The face that was destined to run again was ashen.

At this time, my training partner, the aboriginal girl, found out that I was different. She was a very good person and never disliked my broken motor nerves. She told me,

"You run with me later, try to keep up with me, you know? I'll wait for you..."

Clam? I thought to myself, you are a track and field athlete and I am a rerun general, how can I possibly keep up with you? Forget it, it's about to run, just be a dead horse and a living horse doctor!

In the first lap, I don't know if it was her skills or waiting for me. She ran very slowly, and I could keep up. The second lap started, although she did not speed up her pace, I was out of breath and followed. I can't go to her anymore, but I try to remember her words. I don't see anyone else. I only see her figure in my eyes. I just want to follow her....

3rd lap, 4th lap... It's hell for me, I'm almost out of breath, the side of my belly hurts like hell, I've been stroking my belly, pressing the pain, with a willpower, I tell me Myself, I want to catch up with her, no matter what, I must... must... try my best to follow her... I kept panting and panting, I kept saying in my heart,

(I want to keep up with you...I want to keep up with you...I...(I am so tired) I must...I have to follow...you...wait...wait for me...)

Although she was getting farther and farther away from me, it was unbelievable that I didn't know if my hard work paid off, or if she was waiting for me on purpose, and she and I were only three-quarters of a lap away when we finally reached the finish line. Usually someone like me who is going to rerun is more than a lap behind.

I lay on my stomach and couldn't stand up. She walked up and down in front of me very gracefully and physically. I gasped, "Thank you...thank you...you...huh..."

She didn't say anything and asked me if I wanted to help? I waved my hand, no, I can do it myself.

Of course, that time I broke my own record, and the PE teacher's glasses were about to fall off.

Since then, I have learned one thing.

Humans can run fast only if they run after those who run fast.

In life, it can also be said that people must always follow those who keep moving forward, so that they will not be eliminated by the rapids.

I once followed a star. I thought he was like a wolf. Even if the world was mean and gossip, he was not defeated. He was always willing to be himself. He was really the object of my learning.

But once upon a time, I found that one day I had surpassed him spiritually, and I had already run ahead of him. You say, I don't know him, how would I know? Whether a person has grown or not, you will know by looking at his speech, performance, conversation...

So, my wolf friend, I am very grateful, I will never forget the strength you once brought me, but I have already run ahead of you, I am not going to wait for you, I will keep running forward, go Chase another person who can make me grow and shine.

People are not only beautiful, but also strong.

The following articles are my thoughts on watching the drama for a long time. Now, this is not the way of thinking. However, the words and expressions, those who have time, can still read it.

"One must always chase the one who runs fast",

This matter is over.

And I'm going to chase another fast runner,

Wolf! goodbye 👋

This is a letter, a long time ago, I wrote a star-chasing article to my favorite star.

This is also a feeling of watching a play. About "I love you so much" after watching.

Written in December 2020

Dear Wolf:

haven't seen you for a long time!

The things you gave me are well preserved.

I still remember the way you spoke and the temperature of your palms.

I recently watched a series, "I like you so much". I think the protagonist there looks like you!

He is cold on the outside, tasteless and ruthless in his words, but in fact he is warmer than anyone else in his heart, and he is careful and gentle to those he tolerates in his heart.

The protagonist Lu Xingcheng's heart

longing for affection (father),

Perseverance in design (professional),

Caring for Tong Xiaoyou (lover),

Thanks to Jiang Yan (friend),

Love for Tong Xiaoyou's parents (elders),

Scene after scene, it reminds me of you again and again.

Such a sentimental and sentimental Lu Xingcheng is always misunderstood, and his mind is always struggling in the whirlpool.

Isn't that the case with you in the real world?

I think you know what I'm talking about better than anyone.

If only in the real world your father could show up and pat you on the shoulder and say, "You're doing great! I'm so proud of you!"

If in the real world, everyone can see more of your serious attitude and professional performance in your career, and can praise you more with the spotlight.

If in the real world, you and the people you like can always be sweet and noisy like two children. When sick or in difficulty, take care of each other and help each other.

If in the real world, you can distinguish the difference between a friend's kindness and love, and express your feelings clearly.

I hope you can understand,

Kindness does not equal love, as smart as you, don't be fooled by some minded people.

I also know that life is always full of mountains and valleys, not as smooth as in the series.

But I'm looking forward to your HAPPY ENDING like the people in the play!

Did you know that the scene where Lu Xingcheng and Tong Xiaoyou (the people who truly love each other) on the stage at the end made me cry!

If that scene is in the real world, even if you cry and wear makeup, even if you have a snot and a pack of tears, even if it becomes ugly in front of you, I still want to give you a big hug!

Because, I'm really happy for you! You are such an important friend in my heart.

Finally, I don't know what the big news that those who ran the rivers and lakes told you was? I don't even know who you like?

But I hope

You use your brain to think carefully, I am really worried that your wolf is captured by hunters.

I say these two sentences, maybe you don't like to hear them.

~As long as you firmly believe in love, God will definitely take care of you~.

There must be someone somewhere, someone you don't know, waiting for you.

May happiness come to you soon.

I used to write a lot of love texts for your love fairy tale, but now, I feel like a friend to you, although I know that we will never become friends in our lifetime.

love text

Turn into a madman

disturbing the mind

I know it's someone else's music

But unknowingly compose into my own heart song

don't do it

absolutely not

the power of friendship

like a warm wind

heartwarming

even an impossible friend

It also silently formed a piece of memory

The more the better

hope you get better

from your friend the star and heart of the little sun

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