Serialization of bl narrative novels｜The year after breaking up with you (Chapter 21)

Day 141 | May 17, 2021 | Thoughts

Today Xiaosheng said that he had recently imported an air tree, so he specially photographed it for me. I don't really appreciate it. Instead, I was attracted to the plants with purple leaves under the air tree. Xiaosheng told me a name, but I can't remember it.

I know my sister likes purple things, including plants. So I asked Xiaosheng if he had any extra to sell to me? As a result, he laughed and said that there are very, very common plants. He said that the next time we meet, he will give it to me.

Xiaosheng suddenly asked me if my shoe size was 44 today? He asked me when we chatted last time, and suddenly he asked again, which made me feel very strange, do you want to send me a pair of shoes? Let me have some expectations. But he didn't say the reason, and I was too embarrassed to ask.

Day 142 | May 18, 2021 | Big Surprise

Xiaosheng gave me a big surprise today!

Just know that he confirmed my shoe size again yesterday, not just asking Shuangshuang. He said he wanted to give me a pair of sneakers!

Xiaosheng said that he saw a pair of sneakers on the website last week that he thought was suitable for me and that I would like again. He bought them and sent them to me, and they have been delivered to his home today.

I was flattered, and I asked why all of a sudden you wanted to send me sneakers?

Xiaosheng said that he liked sneakers from the beginning, so occasionally he would give away sneakers that were good-looking but different from his own, and wanted to buy them for friends to wear. He laughed and said that when I meet him in the future, I want to wear the sneakers he gave me.

The reason he gave was quite special but within a reasonable range. I'm not good at imagining too much.

We made an appointment to meet tomorrow, he gave me shoes and purple leaf plants, I said I would invite him to drink coffee to thank him, and he agreed.

Day 1 off the list | May 19, 2021 | This is off the list!

Inattentive and absent-minded at work today. My heart is looking forward to the date with Xiaosheng tonight. I had a hunch in my heart that there must be some progress between me and Xiaosheng tonight, but I didn't expect the progress to be so fast.

It was originally an appointment to meet at a coffee shop, but Xiaosheng suddenly received a business order. Someone ordered three pots of orchids with him. The delivery place was near my house, so he suggested not to go to the coffee shop. After he finished delivering the goods, Just come directly to my house, and just look at the flowers and plants my sister grows.

Xiaosheng came to the house, and when he got out of the car, he couldn't wait to see my small garden first. He really loves plants.

After seeing the small garden my sister cultivated, he gave many suggestions, such as planting flowers and plants that are relatively unaffected by the environment. Because of the relationship between the terrain and surrounding buildings, there is less wind and excessive sunlight, resulting in many flowers and plants that require environmental conditions are not lush.

I was on the side like a student, picked up my phone and recorded the points one by one.

Afterwards, Xiaosheng asked me if I could visit my study, because I kept hearing that I had bought a lot of books and read a lot of books. There is a study room in my house, and books are kept in my own small bedroom.

I took him to my room to read my collection of books and asked him if he had any books he was interested in. I could borrow him to read them, but he said that he would only read books about plants and flowers. Most of my books are mystery novels. , he couldn't see it.

We were sitting on my bed chatting, I opened the shoe box he gave me, and as soon as I saw the sneakers, I felt that Xiaosheng was very observant, because it was the type of sneakers I liked. I don't like the sneakers he sent, but it's useless to show the expression I like.

I was full of joy and took the sneakers and looked at them.

"Thank you for the sneakers. I really like them. I will definitely wear them next time we go on a date, or you want me to wear them for you now."

"Now?!! No need, what sneakers are you wearing in the room!" Xiao Sheng heard me say that, he laughed like crazy! Of course reject my suggestion.

In this wonderful atmosphere, I plan to strike while the iron is hot. I asked Xiao Sheng, "What did you think about the things I mentioned that day?"

"What's the matter?" This kid is pretending not to understand!

"Just say I want to chase you......, the relationship..." I also hesitated when I got it.

"You are really in a hurry!"

"Haha! I'm just asking, how long will it take? How long will it take me to work hard?"

Xiaosheng looked at me and smiled and said, nodded and said, "Don't wait, just do it now?" This is a promise to date me, right?

"You promised to date me?" I was excited to confirm like Xiao Sheng again.

Xiaosheng smiled and nodded: "Yes."

After receiving the reconfirmation, I happily hugged Xiaosheng. Then the atmosphere was right, and we kissed naturally.

Half a year after breaking up with you, I'm off the list!

Day 2 of divorce | May 20, 2021 | Love that lasts forever

After confirming the relationship, there is an additional boyfriend, so this morning's message to Xiaosheng aside from "good morning", added another sentence: "What will you be busy with today?"

Although I knew what he would be busy with, I just wanted to ask one more question.

"Wait until 9 o'clock and get off work at 4 o'clock. Go home and take care of my flowers." Xiaosheng's life is too regular and healthy. His life is so regular that you can know what he will do in the next moment.

After chatting for a while, Xiao Sheng said that he was going to go to work, and he would only chat when he was free at night.

During the chat between the two of us, the words did not appear like a young couple: I miss you, I love you, and you are in my heart. The two are just like friends, chatting very ordinary, talking about daily things, things that will be done today.

I'm ready. Now, when it comes to dating, I'm not pursuing vigorous pursuits, but finding a partner who can live a small life together. I also want to talk about a long-lasting love.

Day 3 of the divorce | May 21, 2021 | Cherish the moment when the two are dating

I told Zhengdong, I got off the list and officially started dating with Xiaosheng!

This guy didn't have a good first sentence: "Let's bet, how long this period can last, will it be longer than the last 3 years?"

It's really hard to hear a "congratulations" coming out of his mouth.

Zhengdong asked me: "Then how long do you think you will be with Xiaosheng?"

If I had faced this kind of question before, I would have answered, "Of course for a lifetime."

After several relationships, I had to accept reality. The goal of love now is to talk and live the life in front of you. Only set short-term love goals, no longer fantasize about how you will live your life.

This is not to say that the person is irresponsible for the relationship, as if they just want to play, but it is unrealistic. The most important thing is to live the current life first. Of course, it is best if it can last a long time. Both people must work hard to make the relationship last for a long time. .

Zhengdong said that because gay love is often too uncertain, there is also a marriage certificate that allows two people to work hard, maintain their relationship responsibly, and work hard for their future, and most men rely on Lower body thinking, lack of concentration, it is easy to be tempted to have sex or have an affair. Maybe at the beginning, the love was vigorous, and in less than a month, the two got along as if they had just met, and they broke up after three months! The cycle kept repeating, leaving him feeling scared and mentally exhausted.

I also agree with Zhengdong's point of view, but I am not so pessimistic. I still want to fall in love, and even have a partner who can stay by my side until old age. I hate fast sex, I tried it. Sex with sex without love, every time it's over, it feels empty.

I don't think about it too much. My current concept is that fate has come, and when you meet someone you like and feel suitable for, just follow your heart, just go with it, cherish the moment of the two people's relationship, walk step by step, if you can walk How long will it take to see the fortune of the two.

Day 4 of taking off the single | May 22, 2021 | It turns out that I am the third party

Accompany Xiaosheng to see the plant exhibition tonight, this is also our first date after confirming our relationship.

The two went to have dinner first, and the two chatted about a lot of things while eating, working and seeing interesting times. I found a special phenomenon. Unlike my first two boyfriends, Xiaosheng didn't move his phone at all while eating, he just focused on eating and chatting with me.

And he knows a lot of things, and there are many new topics to talk about. I like this atmosphere very much, and I hope it can be maintained forever.

After dinner, we came to the plant show. As soon as he entered the door, Xiao Sheng's eyes brightened, completely fascinated by the plants in front of him.

While we watched him explain to me every pot of plants we saw, we can see that he put a lot of effort into this part and learned a lot of knowledge. Serious people are charming.

Seeing that he knew all about plants, he was very fascinated to observe each plant, and his eyes were full of love when he looked at the plants, and suddenly I was a little jealous. Or just realized that he loves plants and flowers, these flowers and plants are his lovers, and I am actually a third party!

In the days to come, I need to work hard to change, so that I can change from a third party to a main palace!

Day 5 Off the List | May 23, 2021 | Bad Sentiment

Today's work is not smooth, and I find that my mentality is not right, and it is easy to be provoked.

I told Xiao Sheng about this feeling, and he told him that he could find flowers and grasses to complain. They were good listeners and would not refute your words. And looking at the beautiful ones complaining, they will be healed little by little by their beautiful appearance.

He said that every time he was in a bad mood, he often went to talk to the flowers and plants in his garden, and his mood would be much better.

I said that I was going to talk to the flowers and plants in my house. I was afraid that my parents would think that something was wrong with my brain and would arrest me for treatment in a mental hospital.

In the end, Xiao Sheng said very intimately that he could tell him anything in the future. Maybe he could not help much, but he would be a good listener and could let me express my emotions.

Although I said with my mouth that I will definitely complain to him in the future, I hope he will not be annoying me! But I am a person who will not tell my lover too much about my troubles. Of course, I will tell some things to let the other party know what happened to me, but I will not say it completely and clearly. Instead, I will tell my friends, Is this a good thing? I don't want to hide the other party, but I won't say it so clearly.

I asked Xiaosheng, will you complain to me in the future? He said let's look at things. If there is anything that needs to be told, he will definitely say it, but he won't say everything. Maybe it's possible to talk about it after it's solved.

I found that Xiaosheng and I were quite imagining this, and let me know if I need it. There is no need or need to come up with it. Couples still need to maintain some privacy.

Of course, I also hope that if you are really in a bad mood when dating, and it is not easy to show it, no one is obliged to accept your bad mood.