0317 Diary ____ "Even if my heart is twisted like this, I won't open my mouth to say a word to him"

I didn't go to bed until three o'clock in the morning yesterday, so I didn't wake up until noon today,
Missed a soho party in Taipei and was so sleepy.
It's a very comfortable life.

I started to work in the afternoon. I accidentally saw his name in the middle of work, and my heart seemed to be twisted.
It was like wringing out a towel and bending me to pieces, as if to force out the remaining liquid in my heart.

I have decided.
Even if my heart is twisted like this, I won't open my mouth to say a word to him, and I won't show weakness again.

I have decided.
Even if what the tarot said came true and we were complete strangers, like nothing had happened,
Like the wind blowing, the ripples will calm down, leaving no traces.

I have decided.
Even though I may never meet someone like him in my life, a dream that will never be repeated,
You won't find that kind of happiness in others, the only one, nothing else.

Maybe this is our only ending,
Maybe in each parallel time and space is the only ending,
Currently I don't see any possibility.
At every moment from start to finish, there may be no possibility.

It's just that I was blindfolded.

I will be wringed out quietly.
It became wrinkled, and it was still wrinkled when it was spread out.
until I was submerged again.
Until then, I'll be wrinkled.

One year, two years, five years, ten years, maybe.

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