slap in the face

There is an invisible power in the spoken word that I may not be able to accomplish.

It seems that I set a flag for the last article to write 100 articles by the end of this year.

When I had this idea, I was full of ideas, but it was amazing that the day after I finished saying this, I didn't have any thoughts to update at all.

I have a to-do list and I look at them and I'm unmotivated.

So for me, I want to talk less about the future, I'm actually dangerous, I can't commit, I have too many variables that can hold me back, with or without reason.

Although this year is not over yet, there is still a chance to finish it. But when I don't want to write, I don't want to write anyway, even if I do, it's very reluctant. I don't want to take a second look at what I've written. The results of doing for the sake of doing are less than desirable.

I'm comfortable and happy in my comfort zone, and once I start pushing myself to draw goals, I back off.

Similar things have happened many times. After each occurrence, I will be vigilant that I will not disclose the goal again next time, but I still do it unconsciously, and then continue to the state where the goal cannot be achieved, or complete it reluctantly, a little. Neither are happy.

Sometimes it is because I am confident that I can complete it, work hard, and just wait for the result, but there will still be some external factors that cause me to fail. It's like a curse: don't say it, say it and it won't happen.

Everyone’s way of motivating themselves is different. Some people will be full of motivation when they see their goals, while I am watching but thinking about whether I have the ability to achieve them and doubting myself.

Going back to the title, maybe what I'm saying has no power at all. What I should review is my lack of perseverance, and I have to use my actions to speak up, and I will tell others after I have done it, instead of making orders for my future self first.

Simply put, stop digging holes for yourself to jump in.