May plain words be more like a knife

This is the last day of 2019. As usual, everyone will stop their hurried steps and look back on the gains and losses of the past year, hoping that the new year will be very prosperous, so that the life will not be so depressing.

However, there is no essential difference between December 31st and January 1st. Those troubles that haunt us will not dissipate with the passage of time, it will even continue to ferment and become a big problem in life.

It is foreseeable that the upcoming 2020 will not be much better than 2019.

I know, this doesn't sound very pleasant, after all, no one wants to listen to the truth, and it's only an idiot to do things like slander and disgrace.

My mouth is sometimes too poisonous, and a single sentence can choke a whole room of people to death. Choking to death is of course a bit exaggerated, but it's definitely true that you don't like to hear it.

This year, my articles were deleted five times, and I was locked in a small dark room for two months. After updating the article on Zhihu, the Zhihu account broke the rules more than ten times in an instant, and was banned for a few days.

The only thing I'm angry about is that things are real, and the discussions are all common sense, but why am I unlucky?

The artificial intelligence that shot me must not understand the classic judgment of the great man:

Let people speak, and the sky will not fall.

After all, machines are machines, and no one is smart.

But the anger is anger, but there are always some surprises with me.

This year, I received the first and only advertisment advertisement so far. Although the money is small, it is a great encouragement to the spirit.

This year, I stayed up all night and completed the push of 46 original articles, exceeding the small goal of fans set at the beginning of the year, with a growth rate of more than 250% (actually, there are too few fans and the base is too small)

This year, I got a total of 86,985 people, read 109,972 times , and was shared 4,621 times, far exceeding the 2018 data.

This is a summary of my self-media . It is my doppelganger and the channel for expressing the three views that I think are quite right.

So, what about my conclusion?

This year, I completed my personal professional return. I still remember that I walked into the building where I was a few years ago, and faced a question that made everyone curious in an unfamiliar conference room. I said this:

At this age, this may be my last chance to come back.

After all, life is full of unsatisfactory things, why not choose one that you like to do, what you are willing to do, and what you can do?

You must know that as you get older, everyone must admit that they are just an ordinary person , and there are things they can do and things they can't do. Life is too short to spend limited time in areas that you are not good at, it is really unnecessary.

Therefore, the limited time must be used on the edge of the knife. For me, only by insisting on the word can I make plain words more and more like a sharp knife, so that when facing a strong man named "reality" , pierce pride and arrogance, cut through ignorance and ignorance.

It is foreseeable that this is a long struggle and no one should take it lightly.

However, no matter how many times I get knocked down, I should be able to get up, albeit wobbly.

Perhaps, the first sentence I stand up should be:

"I'm fine. I can still fight. I can still speak."

I would like to take this as a review and summary of 2019.

The original text was written on 2019-12-31

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