Lily Chen
Lily Chen

我用文字理解自己和這個世界給我的種種感受,唯有靜下來好好寫些什麼的時候,我覺得自己最像自己,已經不必再有任何心理狀態的偽裝。 也歡迎來追蹤我的方格子帳號:https://vocus.cc/user/5be04756fd89780001719c13

Down for a while

A photo, a little mood.


There are many people in the world who like to take pictures, and there are also people who do not have a single photo in the memory card of their mobile phone. Some people like to photograph birds, landscapes, or themselves, but I like to photograph flowers and food.


Once I was chatting with a colleague about wanting to change my phone, he said, "I usually buy the memory card with the smallest capacity."


"But isn't there enough stuff like this?" I asked, thinking about the jams in my phone.


"Not very good! Maybe because I don't take pictures very much."


I don't know why this incident always makes me a little sober, just like I once thought about why I like to photograph flowers now.


With the advancement of technology, sometimes people will inevitably want the latest, the best, and the top. I don’t think it’s bad. It’s human nature to pursue things that make you feel comfortable, and I should also feel comfortable with nature.


However, recently, I always feel that there is too much information, books that I want to read but can’t finish, dramas that I want to watch but can’t finish, and even many novels that I want to write but halfway through.


The information seems to be blocked too! Plug my brain, plug my stomach. Is it common for modern people to suffer from information anxiety?


There is a voice urging me to keep embracing information, but the space in my heart is limited after all! So, I chose to stop for a while and go to see the flowers! Look at Tian! Or lying on a yoga mat and counting your breaths.


I don't watch it for a while! Stop writing! In fact, sometimes it takes a little courage to follow your own intuition to make choices. Because the sound that competes with the external environment is often something we are more accustomed to.


We can't blame society for teaching us like this, because I'm already a mature adult! What am I listening to? What do you care about? Whatever you mention and whatever you put down, you want to go in a direction that does not go against your heart.


I like photographing flowers, they feel so alive! Even if I don't know its name, it doesn't force anyone to remember themselves.


The wind is coming! Shake the flower; when the sun comes, the flower looks up to meet the sun. All gestures are just to grow into themselves.


I'm down. I allow myself to stop for a while!


Recently, I have written fewer articles on the Internet, but I have written more graffiti and diaries.


I asked myself why writing essays became such a stress? But not to write to yourself?


I think I care too much about connections! I want to love the people around me, even those I meet online.


But every release, response, and reception is like constantly pouring water into this jar within the body.


full! There are too many emotions about other people, happy, sad.... My heart is constantly ups and downs with the friends I have browsed and the movies and novels I have read. Why can't I keep my heart?


let it go! All shelving is permitted.


Forget who said selfishness. It is the most selfish not to love yourself. If you don't know how to take care of yourself, you will always need someone to take care of you whether you want to or not.


Accompany yourself, don't be selfish. People who say this because they doubt they deserve to be loved like this.


Having said that, I used to resonate with, even self-critically, a view like that. I don't want to be selfish, but not every time I can choose to love myself so fearlessly and unconditionally.


Love itself is you and me. If you feel love, there will be a positive cycle of energy.


So, let me take a break from time to time and temporarily replace my heart with a memory card with the smallest capacity. Every moment of every day should be happy and worthwhile.


"One Photo, One Mood" series:


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