First Love #1

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Like what is it?

Is it the indifference at the beginning or the indifference at the end?

A game that does not focus on results but only on the process

My parents got divorced because she had an affair when I was in elementary school, but despite this, only my father's life was no different from other two-parent families.

So there's nothing wrong with being single, you don't have to bear the possibility of loss and betrayal, I used to believe in it.


A beautiful dream is like a beautiful poem

are all unavoidable

Often appear at the most unexpected moment

Xi Murong <First Encounter>

01

The first time I saw him was in a class change in the third class. After class, everyone looked away from the blackboard. Only he ran to the front of the stage and changed the simplified characters on the blackboard to traditional characters.

He always insisted in certain places, that was my first impression of him.

02

We went straight to the high school entrance class together.

At that time, he had a schoolgirl whom he liked for a long time. Although he was two years younger than us, the top grades and the appearance with a high turnover rate made it difficult for people not to know her. I don't know how much courage he took to approach her, but The amazing thing is that they actually started chatting. I always see him staring at the phone from time to time but then withdrawing it. In order to see her, he went back to the classroom at the last moment when the bell rang. The boys in the class made fun of him but the corners of his eyes rose unconsciously. Like it I think so.

After we were in the same class, the same school in the middle school drew us closer. The two parallel lines between me and him gradually intersected. In this way, I became his love friend in silence. He said to me, "I think she also has feelings for me, but she These days, she is less and less returning to me, but she still takes pictures of her crying to show me, is there any hope for me?"

I looked at Fan, and she rolled her eyes and said to me, "I have long said that he was used as a tool man, but he didn't give up." Fan was a new friend I met in high school, and he was also the first companion who became his love friend.

I turned to him and asked, "Do you still like her even if you're treated like this?" His answer at that time was already vague to me, but his slightly red eyes and choked voice made me feel like I was stuck in my throat, that love will come one day It will expire. I still haven't said it in the end.

03

They gradually lost contact with each other.

"Do you still like her?" I quietly asked him with the mentality of eavesdropping on gossip

"I don't know," he replied while scratching his trademark flat head while flipping through the past chat records,

The first grade passed in a flash, the juniors gradually logged out of our lives, and he and I continued to maintain the habit of chatting on the Internet every day.

The summer vacation of the second grade, our third year of acquaintance.

We all participated in the American study camp run by the school. Although the distance was far away, we ate and slept on the plane and arrived in a blink of an eye.

When we left the airport, we were greeted by a small yellow bus like an American drama school bus. At first glance, we knew that motion sickness was inevitable. Unexpectedly, after getting on the bus, the sultry feeling swept over, and the gradually sticky palms were even more uncomfortable.

Just when I finally found a seat, I found out that he was sitting next to me, but when I was about to say hello, I saw my reflection in his little single eyelid and his beaming smile. Shouldn't he like me?

Stunned by my own thoughts, I pretended to say hello calmly and picked up my mobile phone to divert my attention. However, a mobile phone without an internet connection is not very attractive. In addition, the sun shines from time to time. Eyelids struggled with the ups and downs of the bus and finally closed.