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There are only a few days left until you leave, which also means that I will have more responsibilities and pressures. I'm not sure what you think of me these days, you are willing to interact, and even if you take the initiative sometimes, I am happy, but it seems that there is no way to be truly happy. Between us is not pure enough, not clear enough that it takes a lot of effort to clarify (even most of the time it is impossible to clarify). I lent you my shirt and hung it in the closet, but I couldn't help but sneak a little of your scent, as if I was trying to steal a little bit of your air, I want to hear what you are doing now, sleeping Breathing sounds, gradually relaxing nerves.

I don't seem to know you very well. I think it may be the lack of opportunities to chat face-to-face late at night. Recalling that many deep friends and exes in high school have experienced a few nights of deep chatting face to face to get to know each other better, and then they were attracted. You say I seem too depressed, but I don't think I'm as depressed as you think. But I don't seem to know you well enough. It seems that I rarely talk about my inner opinion about myself. Most of them are opinions about others, and they are packaged in secret and given to each other.

I know that you are not as perfect as I thought, and I also know that in another parallel time and space, we are not as happy as I imagined, maybe we can only maintain such a distance at this moment. Maybe it's the wrong time, or that's all we can do in this time and space.

Hey, you are so cute. The way you dress up at the official performance is very charming, but what attracts me more is your usual smile. I don’t know if there will be a chance to get along with you often in the future, but even if you come back, we will leave here in a few years. At that time, we must really say goodbye to each other. After a few years, I just want to see more. You are just a little. But it may be more painful to see you fall in love with other people. I think what will happen in the future will be arranged by God.