语言给我了一个机会去认识我自己

I discovered that I could not convey something emotional in Mandarin, but I was able to express it in English.

I find that English, particularly American English, allows me to articulate my emotions and thoughts effectively. It fills me with satisfaction to communicate my ideas with clarity and confidence. It's indescribable to witness someone feeling their rights are infringed upon but feeling unable to speak out, be it in public or private. In the Western world, individuals are proficient in advocating for their rights and participating in debates and social movements.

I comprehend the reasoning behind the silence of many individuals in East Asia when they feel offended. For an ordinary person without significant power and influence, speaking out against the government can be exceedingly challenging and often leads to severe consequences, including the risk of losing one's life.