浮沉於跟自己過不去的執著中／是邊緣回望後滑進的一界混沌／自火山爆發　血管裡滿是灰燼／皮膚下的性格　互不認識　互不相容／自以為是攻佔主性格／忘形以為全都是假貨／咆哮碎念自以為詩／悲觀在簾後扯著木偶線／散漫說他沒事。 Hope/ to stitch my book/ of ups & downs on a tightrope/ It chokes/ to elope.▐

| Years Ago Today | I Have a Thing Worse than Sleepwalking

Sep 23, 2021

Happened 3 Years Ago From Today. I Call it Sleepworking.

2018/9/23

Gosh I was making this at 4 in the morning. I DO NOT remember doing it at all. Guess my insomnia gets more intense.

Managed to sleep for couple hours and Jaydon woke me up a minute before my phone rang. Did not pick up. With a world record speed I checked all outboxes and drafts on all mail apps among my devices.

I have a thing worse than sleepwalking (I do not sleep walk though). I could easily draft an email or a mobile text while I am either drunk / stoned / extremely tired. My record is a 10-page on Word (with default at Calibri font 12, double spaced).

Yes, Word, Microsoft Word. I can even pull in attachments when I am not me myself.

Safe! Did not send out anything embarrassing.

Well back to the point, this is my October 2018 getaway I was trying to make for my blog. Fukuoka-Kirishima-Kamegaoka.