[Hundreds of refining into steel] - because I love you

Let you hold your hand, lean on your shoulder, and let you love people.

Don't let go, leave me, don't ignore my love.

Li Donghai felt that he was going crazy, there was no reason to be angry, and he had no position to care about his affairs, but he was just so angry that he bit his lower lip and couldn't let go, and his brows were wrinkled.

"Donghae, leave him alone." Kim Heechul rubbed Donghae's head and patted his shoulder.

Lee Hyuk Jae this kid. He went to have dinner with some junior sister again, and left Dong Hai in the dormitory alone.

"I think it's time to give up." Donghae was so sensitive that he would cry when his mood changed.

Running after a person like a dog chasing its own tail, after running for so long, will always make you tired. Get some warmth from that person, and move on with the warmth, but I don't know when the light at the end will appear.

Donghai insisted on walking alone in this tunnel for too long. There was no light on the long road. He wanted to turn back.

"No." Kim Heechul made a rare comment.

"Huh?" Donghai looked at his brother suspiciously, his eyes reddened beyond words.

"Don't give up yet." Kim Heechul scratched his head, his face blushed as if he was suffering, and his unkempt hair was even more messed up.

"Brother... I'm really tired." Donghae felt weird seeing his brother's bitter look, but he really didn't have the strength to break the casserole and ask to the end. Lee Hyuk Jae is not going home. He should have a good chat with that girl, Hezai has always been very likeable.

"Go to sleep, and you won't be tired after sleeping." Kim Heechul, who can't comfort people and doesn't want to say more, plans to scribble things.

He rubbed Dong Hai's hair again, and hurriedly urged him to go back to his room, so he didn't have to worry about the two of them.

Kim Heechul scolded Lee Hyuk Jae three thousand times in his heart.

Anyone can see that the look in your eyes at Donghai is not pure, and it would be embarrassing to be exposed to such things as feelings, why can't you confess quickly! Save me having to worry about it all the time!

Donghae couldn't sleep when he returned to his room.

It wasn't that he wasn't tired, he was exhausted physically and mentally, but whenever there was movement outside the door, his ears would automatically concentrate on listening carefully.

He recognized the sound of Lee Hyuk-jae opening the door, the sound of his footsteps, and even the sound of him putting on his coat.

He loves him so delicately, and every nerve is affected by him, and it will be shattered and blurred if there is no response.

"Click-" the door opened.

"Pa-ta-ta--" Lee Hyuk-jae's voice walking in slippers could be heard deliberately lightly, but Donghae, who was attentive and unanimous, could hear it clearly.

Should I go out and find him?

Shouldn't. You just said you were giving up.

But, I miss him so much.

But he doesn't like you.

Li Donghai's heart throbbed, the whole person curled up, and the fingertips of his hands and feet were cold. It turns out that when the pain is extreme, the body will be controlled by the psychological reaction and tremble involuntarily. At this moment, Donghai laughed. When he was sad to the limit, his brain would resist his emotions and let his body behave in the opposite way. The corners of his mouth curled up, but the tears couldn't stop.

pain. Li Hezai went on a date, and his heart that he couldn't take back was cold and painful.

"Donghai?" Li Hezai knocked on the door of Donghai at this moment.

Li Donghai was so startled that he didn't dare to make a sound, and he didn't even dare to suck his nose. He was embarrassed with tears and snot on his face. He buried his face in the quilt, secretly hoping that Lee Hyuk-jae would return to his room soon.

However, according to the usual pattern, even without Donghae's consent, Lee Hyukjae would open the door and come in.

So the door opened.

As the door squeaked, Li Hezai's footsteps gradually approached the bedside, and Donghae shrank, not daring to make a sound.

The footsteps stopped on the edge of the bed.

"Haehae?" Lee Hyukjae touched the quilt and accurately touched Donghae's head buried underneath.

They knew each other too well, listening to the sound of breathing, Li Hezai was sure that Donghae hadn't fallen asleep, and Donghae knew that he couldn't hide it from him.

"I want to sleep, you go out." Muttering in a low voice, Donghae hoped that Hezai didn't hear the nasal sound. He tried very hard to resist the urge to sniff, and now he can't wait to send this great god out of the house.

But Li Hezai sat down and lifted the quilt with one hand, "Are you crying?"

The voice was filled with panic, and Li Hezai's face looked particularly warm yellow under the night light, and his eyes widened in shock.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Who bullied you?" He put his hands on Dong Hai's face, eagerly wiping away Dong Hai's tears and snot, his movements a little rude.

"It hurts, take it easy." Li Donghai thought while sniffing, how old I am, and it's not a primary school student who was bullied and went home and cried at night in grievances. You really don't know why I'm sad? Are you really that stupid? Thinking about it, he suddenly bit Li Hezai's hand angrily.

"Yeah! How can you bite someone!" Li Hezai pulled his hand back in panic, wanting to laugh at the same time. Donghae is really a child and can't hide his emotions.

"Bite me like this, it seems that I made you angry." Li Hezai wiped the tears from the corners of Donghae's eyes. Is the night light too beautiful? Why does Li Donghai feel that He Zai's eyes are tender and tender.

"Why are you mad at me?" His hands were on Donghai's elbows, their little arms cuddling at the moment. If he got any closer, Donghai would be surrounded by Hezai. But at the moment Donghae didn't notice the ambiguity of this gesture, all he was thinking about was that Lee Hyukjae went on a date again, I was going to give up but I was still angry.

For a while, I didn't know where to start, thinking about the grievances of others at home and couldn't help but red eyes again, Li Donghai lowered his head, the feeling of heart throbbing swept through him again, and his body couldn't stop shaking.

Li Hezai panicked even more when he saw it, and immediately put Donghae's head on his shoulders and hugged him whole into his arms.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong, don't cry." Li Hezai couldn't comfort people, and he didn't know why Donghae was sad, and he didn't know how to comfort him. He was at a loss for words because he lacked comforting words. In short, he did something that made Lee Donghae angry. Although he didn't know what it was, it wouldn't be wrong to apologize.

Donghae, who was crying earnestly on his shoulder, suddenly bit someone again, this time on Hejae's ear.

"Ahhh, it hurts to death! Take it easy!" Hezai couldn't help but shouted out, but he didn't let go of the hand that hugged Donghae.

"Why are you wrong?" He said this vaguely while biting Hezai's ear, Donghae didn't intend to let go. You're the one who keeps making me sad! You deserve to be in pain!

They didn't realize how much this conversation was like a bickering between lovers.

"I was wrong, I shouldn't be home so late!" Li Hezai thought about the most likely reason in a hurry. Donghae never liked him coming home late, saying it was dangerous outside.

"No!" Donghai's mouth loosened a little, and he just nibbled on the tip of Hezai's ear, and he still couldn't bear the pain.

"I didn't buy you avocado yesterday?" Avocado is Donghai's life. Hezai went to the supermarket yesterday, but he forgot to buy it.

Donghai shook his head, his mouth still lingering on Hezai's ear.

"Could it be because I went to fortune-telling today?"

"Are you going to fortune-telling?" Donghae finally let go and stared at Hezai with a puzzled expression.

He Zai sighed, rubbed his ears with one hand, and gently wiped away the tears from Donghai with the other.

"Um."

"Aren't you going on a date?"

With the sound of "ding--", something was connected in Lee Hyuk-jae's mind.

"Who said I was going on a date?" Lee Hyuk Jae looked straight into Donghae's eyes, leaned close to him again, and grabbed Donghae's elbow with both hands.

"You...not...ah...uh..." Donghae hesitated, unable to say anything for a moment. Yeah, who said Lee Hyuk Jae was going on a date?

"You're not going on a date, so why are you going on a fortune-telling?" Donghae said loudly, trying to hide his embarrassment. It turned out that Lee Hyukjae went on a date was a misunderstanding, and he was just too stupid to cry like that.

"You thought I was going on a date, so I hid under the quilt and cried alone?" Lee Hyuk Jae didn't answer his question, but instead looked at Donghae with a half-smile, with a look of pity and helplessness in his eyes.

"I don't have it!" The more denial, the more affirmative, and the more black it is, it belongs to Li Donghae.

Li Hezai pulled Li Donghae into his arms, buried his head on his neck and shoulders, and took a deep breath. The nectarine blossoms on Li Donghai's body were light, but fragrant just right.

"Haihai, I haven't dated for a long time. I'm staying with you." Hezai said, his original intention was to make Donghai feel at ease, and don't think about it and feel sad, but Donghai interprets it differently.

"I'm in your way, right?" His nose was sore, Donghai wanted to cry but was reluctant to leave Hezai's embrace, his body pulled away slightly and was pushed back into his embrace by Hezai.

"Lee Donghae." Lee Hyukjae lowered his voice, tightening his hands, hugging the person firmly.

"If I don't say it, you may never understand it. So I'm going to say it, and you listen carefully."

"I like you. Like maybe not enough, I should love you very much."

Li Donghae's body froze completely.

what happened? He slaughtered him just now... confessed to me? Lee Hyuk Jae confessed to me?

Donghai couldn't move for a few minutes, but Hezai still hugged him tenderly.

"I've never dared to confess to you, partly because I'm afraid you haven't figured out what you're thinking. Do you rely on me or like me?"

"But the bigger reason is that I can't give you an ordinary happy family. You want to be a father, which I can't afford. The road we have to walk in the future will be very difficult."

"I went to the fortune teller today. She said we would be very happy, and told me not to hesitate any longer. If there is someone you like, please tell me quickly."

"So Hai Hai, you are the person I like... I like you. I like it, I like it very much."

Li Hezai spoke intermittently, his voice trembling a little. Donghai received it very slowly, but the words were slowly digested.

He pushed Lee Hyuk Jae away, looking at him angrily but distressed.

"Do you think I might be purely dependent on you?"

"I often tell you that I like you, and I mean it every time, don't you really understand, Lee Hyuk Jae?"

Li Donghai touched Hezai's face and suddenly heard the confession. Although he was shocked, his whole heart warmed up. Even though he was angry that Li Hezai didn't understand his own feelings, he saw the person in front of him with such a serious expression and sincere intentions. How could he be angry? Not even cold.

Hearing Donghae's response, Lee Hyuk Jae bowed his head and smiled helplessly.

Is too ashamed of myself. I don't know why Donghae is so attached to himself, and he doesn't know how he deserves to be liked, so every time Donghae shouts "Hezai, I like you so much!" Hezai always subconsciously thinks Donghae is joking.

Donghae is still young, so he doesn't know what kind of liking it is. It's an emotion that comes from relying too much on friends, not love.

Donghae couldn't possibly like his own.

Even if Donghae hugs him to sleep at night, kisses his hand in front of the camera, and confesses to him with six I love you on stage, it's just because they are so good friends. Even if Donghae was in his thirties, he would do this just because he couldn't understand his emotions.

Looking back on the past, Lee Hyuk Jae really wanted to slap himself to death.

It is clear that Donghai likes himself so much, that he likes it so much that he can't leave it, and he likes it so much that he can't restrain himself in front of the camera. When he said six I love you, his eyes were red, why didn't he want to face it?

How could Donghai not be aware of his own emotions. It was Lee Hyuk Jae who had been avoiding his sincerity.

Thinking of this, Li Hezai took Donghae back into his arms.

"sorry."

"It's me who didn't take your feelings seriously. I've been running away. I'm sorry."

Donghai sighed, put his hands on Hezai's back, and hugged him tightly.

"Then you say, how do you make amends?"

"Bought you breakfast for a month?" Lee Hyuk Jae greedily smelled the aroma of Donghae's neck and shoulders.

"Do I have such a good time?" Donghae patted Hezai on the back, posing to escape from his arms.

Lee Hyuk Jae let go of him slightly, cupped his face, and kissed him lip to lip. They didn't close their eyes. Donghae clearly saw the tears in Hezai's eyes, which was filled with shame but was extremely warm. The tenderness just under the light was not an illusion, and Li Hezai's love for him was self-evident.

Donghae closed his eyes and let Hyjae deepen the kiss until they were out of breath.

"Li Donghae, you are mine now." Li Hezai held Donghae's face lightly with both hands, and repeatedly kissed his forehead, eyes, nose, lips, almost religious.

"It's already been." Donghae murmured, wrapping his hands around Hezai's waist.

I used to think it was normal for me to like you with blurred flesh, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't stand up straight, but I didn't expect that a kiss from you would heal me without medicine, every nerve beat happily, and my heart revives in a blink of an eye, it turns out that being loved is a miracle It turns out that all the antidote is you, all the answers are you, and the only thing at the end is you.

I love you, so even if you haven't held my hand or leaned on my shoulder, I'll still be standing here waiting for you to love me.

Because of you, I am willing to be smelted into steel while waiting.

"Extra - Brother Che's Angry Heart Attack"

Kim Heechul looked irritably at the two people who were kissing inseparably on the sofa.

"Cough." Without making a sound, they didn't even know there was someone else.

"Ah, Brother Heechul, you're back." Lee Hyukjae's lips were red and swollen, and he looked at Kim Heechul without any embarrassment, while Donghae quickly pulled the clothes that were lifted by Heechul back into place, his cheeks were flushed, and his eyes were not afraid Look at Heechul.

"Don't be too arrogant." Heechul's eyes widened in fright, but in the end he wouldn't be really angry. It was too difficult for these two to love each other. Now that they are finally together, it should be sweet for a while. .

"Understood." The two guys replied in unison with a tacit understanding.

Donghai pinched the corner of his clothes, glanced at Hezai quietly, and stretched out a hand to pull him.

"Brother Che, let's go back to the room." Hezai took Dong Hai's hand and led him into the room.

As soon as the door was closed, the kiss was heard again, and Kim Heechul was silently furious as he returned to his room angrily, thinking of looking for earplugs.

Suffering from the short night of Li Hezai, you can see it now. Donghae, your body is really durable.

"Fanwai - East China Sea is as delicate as sand"

"Hezai, why should you love me so much?" Donghae knocked Hezai on the head and lay on his bare chest.

Their intense affair had just ended, and Hezai's head was dizzy, completely unaware of what Donghae was talking about.

"What?" He Jae held Dong Hae's face, trying to figure out where the thought of the little lover in front of him jumped.

"That night, you said 'I might not like you enough, I should love you very much', why should it be? You don't love me?" Donghae turned his head and bit Hezai's finger lightly, half coquettish, half flirting.

"How do you remember it so clearly?" Hezai laughed out loud, feeling pity.

Reaching out and running his hand down Donghae's hair, Hejae said over and over again, "Of course I love you. Listen to Haehae, I love you. Love you, love you, love you very much."

So Donghae's face flushed when he heard it, and Hezai couldn't help it because of his cute appearance, so he asked for it a few more times. Donghae felt a little regretful that he asked the exit, and that day his body really fell apart.

"Extra - Hezai Only Lives for One Day"

"Haihai, I'm thirty-five years old." Hezai put his arms around his chest, pretending to be serious and looking at Donghae who was playing video games.

"Well, so what?" Donghae was so busy that he didn't have time to care about what his boyfriend was serious about.

"So it's okay to play outside later. It's not dangerous at all."

Hearing this, Donghae squinted his eyes, quit the game, and looked at Li Hejae.

"What did you say?"

"I said, it's not dangerous outside. You always use this sentence to ask me to go home early. How old am I?"

"Okay, then you just don't go home and stay at the hotel every day. Anyway, there are people in the hotel to help you clean, and no one cares when you go back, right?" Donghae deliberately followed Hezai's words, knowing that Hezai Occasionally play a small temper, but also let him go.

"No, no, at this time you should say, Hezai, you are my baby, I don't worry about wandering outside until late at night, that's the right way!"

"Lee Hyukjae, you are sick." Donghae was not used to the opposite role, but the smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't be pulled out. Such a soft and cute Hezai is so cute, I love him so much.

"I'm sick, is this still your baby?" Lee Hyuk Jae kissed Donghae's neck and attacked Donghae's sensitive parts.

"Yes, it's my baby." Dong Hai couldn't help but slumped in Hezai's arms and was about to be eaten again. His baby's appetite was so great.