【New Poem】【Creation】Emotional Barrier

I haven't written a poem for a long time

Poetry doesn't know me

it's all my fault

not taken care of

I

Flash floods in chaos

curl up and burn my skin

Pray for the meteor to fall, weary and sweet dreams

Laziness hits my brain

I'm going to let myself get hurt a few more times

I'm a good man, a hero, a star

I want to be kind, I want to shine, I want to give up

But keep disappointed and lost

It's not my fault

you don't like me

how do i

look down on

I never really care about it valueless.

But there's no piece of kindness.

So I dropped into the sea with my weakness.

I'm ok

yeah what can happen

should be so

so it's okay