Illustrator Essay-2

Recently, I have encountered bottlenecks in work and interpersonal relationships. Behind the seemingly smooth work, I actually found myself dissatisfied with the current situation. There is always a voice in my heart telling me: You can be better, you can be more independent.
I believe that I must have grown in all aspects since I went abroad, but there are still many places where I need the help of my colleagues, whether it is a patient with a complicated disease that is difficult to take care of or a language communication problem, I know that I have a bad habit, In fact, I always wanted to run away from the scene when I encountered an incident, so a while ago, the idea of "it's better to go to other countries when the contract expires" arose, and I also began to nibble on English books again.
But it actually feels like I'm trapped in a cocoon, using new goals to prevent myself from having those frustrations with my current job, and at the same time I'm busy in a small space. Fortunately, I found a tarot teacher, Although the other person was far away in the UK, we still overcame the jet lag and talked every day when both of us were free. After he helped me with divination, he told me that the whole reason was because I was not confident in myself, so I was always in a cocoon and had a lot of fantasies. What will not happen, if you pursue a new environment at work, or leave just after sitting warm, the new environment may not be as beautiful as you imagined, it is better to think about how to improve yourself in your current work. , When it comes to interpersonal relationships, the friends I cherish now may also be disconnected from me because of my changes, so the final decision is still up to me.
So, I decided to give myself a little more time, set a deadline, and at the same time continue my current plan to improve my English. At work, I will do what I need to do with a more careful and responsible attitude. I can communicate more sincerely with my friends and express myself bravely.

PS. Everyone will have tangled times, but there will always be a way to break through the heavy threads. After flying out of the set limit, you will find that everything is so easy and bright.