[2021.11.29] Tarot + Rune + Witch Rune Day Draw + Dream Record Review

Introduction

I am used to using these two apps to set automatic daily draws, and I will check it every day when I look at my phone (although I am not a social animal now, but in those days of social animal, I really realized that sometimes it was difficult to think of drawing cards when we got together in the morning, and I stayed in bed at work. It's too late, if you have an APP, you can look at it in the morning)

Automatic daily draw and notification to your Tarot APP-Galaxy Tarot
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Also combine the methods of this article to keep a journal and explore possibilities for improvement
Super simple transfer method! Just keep a journal every day and you can do it! - Happy Numerology Teacher Lao Wu Ⅰ Happy Street Photography Ⅰ Mobile Street Photography (@caishin) (matters.news)

The witch rune I have no entity, I use the interval dice of the wave to define it.

Draw a tarot card today: Coin Eight
RUNE: TIWAZ
WITCH'S RUNE: WOMAN

Coin 8 is the time to study or study skills, um... Although I have a little time to read books, but to be honest I didn't read it very seriously, but I found some interesting information about chakras.

RUNE's TIWAZ is about choosing what to keep and what to sacrifice, and this thing reminds me of a level I've been struggling with lately and feels a little burnt out. (Following dreams will also be related to this)

Picked up a few

How to deal with burnout

Advice on exposure to new things: Hermit catch-up Advice: Hanging Man

Generally speaking, don’t be in a hurry. Heal and wait first. I think it may be necessary to go deep or spend a long time during this period to explore what your condition is. During the process, you may feel very shaken and hesitant. When learning skills, I think it's better to be alone, and the time to hang people is when you learn by yourself. It feels like the last two dreams are prompting me in a row about what I need to see and what I need to heal.

Women of WITCH'S RUNE, what I think of is creativity, and then some emotional fluctuations. I don't know if it's the weather or the season. I don't think it's very stable recently.

dream record

A dream of a strange feeling in the afternoon, I fell asleep listening to this.

I dreamed that a friend of mine was leaving, going to a far away place. I was not sad on the surface, but I was a little sad in the dream, thinking that I would never see my friend again.
The dots shown on the map represent friends, and I rarely go to those places.
I used the cards to interpret the dream, which probably means job burnout. It is best to try to live a new life and make new attempts. I'm a little too lazy to organize. To put it simply, I use this method to interpret in detail what I wrote down in private, but I don't want to organize it because I want to sleep. Friends, maps, and dots on the map are all coin groups. The relationship between dreams and music is Holy Grail II, the relationship between me and my friend in the dream is the Holy Grail Eight, so it is time to leave, and I still have to live my own life when my friend leaves me.
Sometimes I work very hard and fail to achieve results. It may be that I don’t want to do it in my heart, I’m very tired, and I’m burnt out.

One is a dream I had when I accidentally fell asleep while writing this article at night. I felt like I was talking about trauma. I don’t know if I was talking about my ex’s relationship with my friends. I dreamed that my ex was still by my side, in my current room, Then he was using the computer or reading next to me, I couldn't help holding his hand and said, "I wish I was still with you." Then I could only say some clumsy and unconvincing words and wanted him to stay Next, he turned to me and said, "No, you're just waiting for me to betray you if you continue to be together, and then do you want to continue?"

I also left because I knew it was unlikely to continue or could be the relationship I wanted, but why am I so attached to it? Why should I have feelings? (Not all the time, But I think I'm not in a good state today, and I just had this dream, so I had this kind of thought at one point, it's the kind of giving up food because of choking)

I feel that in my heart, whether in love or work, sometimes I find that I have a certain idea of giving up on myself and wanting to give up.

It feels like I still have wounds that are hard to heal in both, I don't know if it's because I was dumped at the same time when I was unemployed (although my memory of that time is very confusing, because the situation was so bad, I don't want to remember it , but I seem to have heard my ex say that he just didn't talk to me for a while and didn't mean to break up, but at that time, my perspective was that I felt that I had broken up, and then I actually felt that it was going to break up at the moment, who knows? , after all, my memory at that time was messy, and my state was messy.)

If I can say that I can still stay by my side in a state where I feel that this person is very bad under my most abject, social and secular values, then I think maybe I am more willing to believe it. But generally, if you want to be in a relationship, you want to find a good partner, or you want to show your good side in front of the person you like, like finding a character in your imagination. I think in short This is actually difficult due to various factors.
I don't think it's intellectually correct to think that it's a bit like trying to test each other, but I need this to protect myself, and on the other hand, if I've been in a really bad state Still staying by my side, then I think I can trust each other.
After all, it is impossible for people to be smooth sailing all the time. No one can say whether there will be a sudden change in one day. If even a partner has to come to beat him at such a low ebb, a person may be less stressed by comparison.

I think I have a very contradictory idea about my ex, and I want to be close and repressed, but this kind of attachment will only ruin our respective lives. I think I am still very contradictory, but I have completely suppressed it.
I've even thought about it before: Why can't I approach each other without feelings? That way I won't get hurt and have this very contradictory thought (actually without feelings, then I wouldn't want to approach each other? Bar).

I think the dream is trying to remind me that these are my big injuries, and it's not that I haven't tried to face them. In fact, it's been a few years. At least thinking about these things now won't hurt like before. Yes, just cry a little.

I even tried to get close to new objects in the past year or two, but I think that when I am in a bad state or dig out these injuries, it will be like this. I don't know when I will stop thinking about this thing. cry.

I don't know if it's because of the weather, but I'm glad it's getting colder, but I'm afraid of hot weather.

The content I wrote today is really a bit messy, but I don't have the energy to sort it out.

Some of the misunderstandings that bothered me a lot, I found that I was actually affected by such misunderstandings, that is, I felt that as long as I could divination in life, I should make my life go smoothly, but it is not the case.
Sometimes I think even God wants to say that you need to learn skills in this area (some times or some people may need an event to ask you to confirm your determination very seriously), then let you encounter some challenging events or Frustration, because if you really want to use this skill to face all kinds of people, you must at least understand the powerlessness of life before you can't talk shit. Words will kill the other party. On the other hand, it is the fastest to be proficient in divination with one's own life. I think it may be because of this that many challenging events will be arranged in the life of people who want to use divination to contact others. But life is not that easy or smooth, even if you can divination, or it is possible that the original -100% state can be slightly changed to -50% state due to divination.

I think it’s probably because of this misunderstanding that I’m tired. I’m not perfect. I’m just an ordinary person. Why should you point fingers at the life of someone you don’t know and you didn’t experience yourself and say how perfect you should be? , my life you know shit.

This is one of the reasons for job burnout.

Looking back at the words I typed out, I really needed a break from taking on new cases.

To tell the truth, I am still confused about what I can do to survive. In fact, I want to say that I can do a lot of work for a long time, but something or change may suddenly happen later, which makes it impossible for me to do it any more. Mental and physical conditions are not allowed to quit and so on.

Can it be said that we can only adapt to this change all the time? It’s really discouraging to go on like this for a long time.
I originally thought that I could work hard to increase my income in divination, but now I'm really not sure and I feel so tired.

Do you really want to give me such a big impact to make me switch to do other things? Have you considered whether my stamina and HP are enough now living here, I am so tired.

(Alas, I won't die, and it will give you more experience points to climb back from the bottom of the valley)

This is indeed the case, anyway, I will find a way to survive on my own.

2021.11.30 at six o'clock in the morning. Last night, I noticed that I was in a bad state while writing. Thanks to my friend who happened to be chatting with me, I didn't sleep. I diverted my attention a little, and then I used the old method to talk to my fantasy character before going to bed. , I slept well, it seems that I have no dreams, or I don't remember. I want to say that the state is so bad that I don’t know whether to write it down or not, and occasionally I will sink into that feeling, although this is not the worst state, it feels like it is caused by the influence of seasonal changes.

When I woke up in the morning, it was super dark. It was different from the previous sky. It felt cold at first glance, but this was a new day.

I have to go out to work, and I will wait and write the rest of the content slowly.

Gratitude Diary

Thank you for having a way of being aware of my state and having pre-knowledge that the weather can affect people's emotions, thank you for being in such a lucky state.

Thanks to those who shared their knowledge with me.

Thanks to the person who wrote the book.

Thanks to the various diary sharers, I can experience and try different things.

praise diary

Thank you for being able to take care of myself in my own way and for having my own way to help myself since I was a kid.

Thanks for the worry-free writing environment.

Thanks to my past experience and knowledge, I can be aware of my state.

Thanks to my body and mind for trying my best to help me survive with various reactions.