It's just a greedy word, I lost 2 million in online gambling

At the end of the year, some people are happy and some are sad. Happy people have a successful career, bought a car and bought a house. The sad person sighed with emotion, after working hard for a year outside, but still did not save much money. And I am worse than the second person, at least they still have savings, and I have nothing in my pocket because of the debt. Because, once I was a gambler. I have spent my wealth and my youth with my own hands. After quitting gambling, I am now reluctant to eat and wear, and work hard to earn every penny to repay the debt I owed after the crazy time. People always have to pay for their own mistakes.

My name is Acheng. That year, my father handed me, who had just turned 20, to my uncle, and came to Guangzhou to follow him to learn how to trade in medicinal materials. At that time, my uncle's medicinal herbs business was very popular. I heard from people in the family that my uncle's family was doing business here, and it was easy to make a lot of money when he was young.

With good vision and passion at that time, I started to follow my uncle to run around in Guangzhou every day. The so-called running around is when I drive today to pick up the director of which hospital to eat and sing, and tomorrow to pick up the attending doctor of which hospital to wash my feet and massage... My uncle told me that eating, drinking and having fun are the most basic needs of his business. . Only by getting to know more doctors can you open up a broader path to making a fortune. If you think you can, just follow along. If you're not too interested, look for another way.

Young hearts are always easily confused by colorful things. From the moment I firmly said to follow him, my heart has slowly changed and floated. This is also a "precursor" that I will soon fall into the sea of gambling in the future. Live smart and happy every day. Money keeps flowing into bank accounts. After working with my uncle for a while, I started running my own business and "handling" it myself.

After 2 years, my account finally saved almost 2 million. It is really not easy to serve my father and my father. When I was about to make more money on this road, I met Director Sun, who I should never have known in my life, a senior gambler, a gambler who was addicted to gambling. Director Sun is very addicted to gambling online baccarat. He is a strange person. When gambling online, he always likes to attract others to watch his big bucks. Maybe he likes to show off.

One afternoon I drove him home, and he had to take me to his room to watch him play a couple of games. Since I placed high hopes on him, I followed him upstairs. I still clearly remember that after he opened the website and went to the platform, he said to me: boy, did you see it? The account is more than 200,000, all of which were won last night.

"Impossible, I can win more than 200,000 in one night." I saw that he entered baccarat to open a table, and the first banker directly bought 8,000. 1 minute later, he made a victory gesture to me. I looked closer and saw that the balance of more than 220,000 just turned into more than 290,000. Then he played a few more games in a row, winning and losing, but he still won in the end, and the account has more than 300,000.

I was stunned by what was in front of me. There was an inexplicable impulse in my heart, and the money in front of me was too easy to win. The greed in the bottom of my heart rushed into my mind instantly, occupying and controlling a person's sobriety. So, I asked Director Sun to teach me how to play. Director Sun was also very happy to bring me, so I quickly registered and recharged under his leadership. Then he started telling me about the various types of gameplay on the platform. I thought it was a way to make money, but I didn't expect it to be an evil way to the abyss.

That night, I used my account to win more than 10,000 yuan online at Director Sun's house. I couldn't hide the joy in my heart, thinking that there is such an exciting game in this world.

So the next day, I stayed at my house and continued to play baccarat, dreaming of making a fortune without leaving home. My uncle called and asked me why I didn't go to his place today. I also hurriedly said something about my discomfort and put it off. That day, I played from 8 am to 8 pm. Even if I didn't lose or win, I gradually fell in love with that kind of excitement, the kind of thrill I've never had before. I unknowingly indulged in the world of baccarat for more than a month, and did not continue to do all the business, and directly recommended those customers to my uncle. He stayed in his room all day. If winning is a kind of anesthesia, losing is a more terrible thing. The mentality of turning over the book is always more anxious and crazier than trying to win when you didn't lose. And so, the tragedy began. One day after half a year, I discovered that my bank card had lost from the original more than 2 million to only a million.

No, I have to win it back, and I have to win more and more money. So I started betting wildly... A year later, I lost 2 million or so, and at this time, I was already an inextricable gambler. I didn't think anything was wrong with me, I just wanted to win money, it was just bad luck that I lost and I had to go back to my business. When I appeared in front of my uncle one day and asked him to borrow money, the expression on his face was very incredible. I lied to him and said that I was doing a medicinal herb business in another city. Since I bought a house there with full money, plus business expenses, I have not been very rich recently.

My uncle told me that due to the severe crackdown by the hospital, the business of medicinal materials this year is particularly difficult to do, and basically no money can be made. Tell me to look at the situation clearly, to leave in time if there is no money to be made, and don't be labelled illegal. So I took the more than 700,000 yuan borrowed from my uncle and started a new round of wild bets. In the world, there are no gamblers who win money in the end, only gamblers who don't win enough but lose. When I was 24, I lost all of my wealth to baccarat and owed millions in debt. At that moment, I couldn't face everything in front of me, and I wanted to jump off the building. My parents were so mad at me that my impatient father yelled at me: Don't go home in the future, prodigal son.

I still have the opportunity to tell you my story here. I also want to thank a girl (deduct 2685968577 Wei 1390672972). At that time, I owed a lot of debt, and I didn't dare to think about a huge amount of money before. When I was desperate, I met her on the Internet. She chatted with me every day, enlightened me, and chatted with me. She also brought me back to the principal. When I wanted to play later, she also asked me to quit gambling. I remember she said to me at the time: "I'm not trying to bring you money, I just want to help you quit gambling and give you a chance to quit gambling! Jin is back, there is a chance to get out, don't get caught in it again!"

It is that every gambler's biggest enemy is himself, and it is his own greed that hurts her. Many people are unwilling to lose money and want to call back. Think about the money you have worked so hard to earn for several years, and you will lose it in a few months. Can you balance your mind? So at this time, your mentality has changed, and you want to turn over the book, but the more you want to turn the book, Go deeper. So I think about it now, even though all my savings are gone, but after all, I have no foreign debt. At least I have a chance to be a new person.

I will be 30 years old this year for Chinese New Year, and I am still helping other bosses in the sluggish medicinal material business in Guangzhou. Through various methods and persistence, I have given up gambling for more than two years. I haven't been home for a few years, and every time it comes to the end of the year, I miss him very much. But I really don't have the face to go back. I once swore that I would never go home until I paid off my debts. This is the price of a gambler's madness. I hope my story can warn more people that no matter how rich you are, and you are tainted with gambling, no amount of money can be slowly taken from your hands and turned into nothing.