January: We all just try our best, that's all

"Don't come here! Or I'll jump off and die for you!"

"Really? But how did you become like you're threatening me? You're going to kill yourself, not me."

Let me turn back the time. Because of my friend's request, I asked the boss for leave. I went to the shopping center with him. Except for the friend's request, I came to see if the business model has changed recently, but I still feel that I have not studied business. what changes.

"No, it's a matter of the progress of the times, there will be many changes in business behavior, but I don't think there will be any changes at all, and when are you going to eat the ice cream in my hand!"

A friend who is now a public relations manager takes the ice cream, wears a suit that shows he is a high-class man, and explains with a complacent face.

"You don't know this. Going to this kind of shopping mall is basically for entertainment. After all, there are a large number of different chain restaurants and other well-known businesses, attracting families like well-off families or couples who come to date and become their holiday. Not only that, but there are also many entertainment facilities. Ordinary families will also bring their children to play, to see the world and see other people's stores while having fun. In this way, children will remember these memories and wait until they grow up. Children will also be brought here to consume and play, and these are probably the purpose of setting up entertainment facilities.”

"Basically, I still remember the knowledge of shopping malls, but I want to correct the question behind you. Today's children prefer computers and mobile games to entertainment facilities. These facilities can be said to be a risk when the birthrate is declining, and no children come here. It will be removed sooner or later if you play.”

"Then you have more children, so that people will patronize you! But whether or not your figure can make a girlfriend is a problem?"

"Oh~ Isn't that 'you have to be self-reliant'? I want to see if there will be any messes that appear in the book when the number of children drops to a certain value, but I bet first that there will be replicators, and It’s the kind that adopts different human genes. I don’t think scientists are too brainless to destroy the balance of life diversity, right? And when I lose weight, I will definitely let your girlfriend chase after me, and let you taste the feeling of N (silence) R, Let's see if you will fall haha!"

"I married her long before that! I'm going to propose in a few months!"

"Teleport, my friend OOO has announced that he has stepped into the grave of life. Please prepare red bomb prevention measures."

During the noisy period, we finished licking the ice cream and came to the large entertainment facility area on the top floor. Because of equipment maintenance, there were no guests. Now the workers are not eating, but the situation is better, and no one will be the cause.

"Are you sure I can do it? What if there is an accident?"

"It's okay, it's okay, I'll leave it to you. Although I don't know when it will come, I believe you can do it. I'll give you a portion of my salary."

"How much is part of it? Give me a month for part of the annual salary!"

"Are you asking me to work without pay this month? Of course it's half a month...a third...or a quarter!"

"Take money! Should I turn around and leave?"

"Okay, I'll treat you to a set meal sashimi set. Trust me, it's delicious."

My friend punched me on the shoulder, gave me a meal roll, then locked the door on the top floor for me, and notified me with a message.

"Then the guest is handed over to you, a temporary employee for one day, and I will also do my duty."

I lay casually on the shaded bench, closed my eyes, and prepared myself to face it.

Predict what will happen.

...

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…………I thought it was a coincidence at the time, when the opening ceremony was over and the class was coming home from school, I was walking on the road, and he just bumped me away. In 3 seconds, a big tire fell down where I had just walked, and the asphalt road was still dented. The big tire popped out and hit other passers-by, and the people who were hit fell down and injured in some cases, and even suffered fractures.

When I turned my back, he ran away quickly. I chased after him and asked him if he could see the future. He originally denied it, but I was fascinated by the stories of sci-fi gods and ghosts. , to avoid being arrested for anatomy research, and told him to keep it a secret to the end, next time you see it, don't save people indiscriminately. Acknowledging that he could see the future, we gradually became good friends, and helped many people from disasters, and he gradually became proud of his ability to predict with impeccable accuracy.

To this day, not only I know that he has this ability, and this ability will only predict bad things, which came to his mind early, if only he could predict the number of the lottery rolls, wouldn't it be great? Of course it's been tried so it's not possible.

Soon, I heard the sound of opening the door, then closing and locking, I secretly looked up to the direction of the door, the man actually pushed two benches to block the door, and then walked to the edge of the fence, I was also in his field of vision When he was outside, he walked over, but he didn't expect to be seen like this when he turned around, and it became this confrontational state.

"It looks like you are good at it, but how much debt do you owe before you want to dance?"

"How could you understand! When the business is robbed, the family cannot be supported, and the wife and children leave!"

"My God, congratulations, sir! You actually jumped off the grave of marriage and returned to the blue sky of freedom! Isn't this a big happy event? What are you jumping from? Come downstairs with me and have a sashimi set meal together, okay?"

"you!"

The man jumped down, as if he wanted to greet me with a punch, but I raised my hands high and waved my hands to show no malice. Fortunately, he put his fists down, but he put down his fists when he was about to commit suicide. The accident still has rational reservations, and this way he is far from the edge. .

"So sir, have you seen what happened to the family after someone committed suicide?"

"...I'm usually so busy with work that I don't have time to read the news."

"When one person dies, the next person also dies, and it doesn't have to be suicide. Because of depression and self-loathing, or even more inexplicable thoughts, the soul of suicide has to follow, one person cannot survive, it is caused by others, It's the world's fate and other messy reasons. Their death is not unrelated to the first person who committed suicide. Do you think you can leave lightly after committing suicide? Maybe, but they are already dying, why put others Get involved, who cleans your pile of broken bodies? The psychological trauma of seeing you dead is not something you can afford."

"So what! It doesn't matter what other people do to me, as long as I die, I don't have to think about the pain of being abandoned, imagine that bitch and bastard breathing a sigh of relief, why the world treats me like this, I live my life seriously Why don't the business come to my door, I also changed the product, why no one buys from me, I won't be in pain if I buy from me, I won't be in pain!"

"............"

"Why don't you answer? There's nothing to say to me? That's right, there's nothing to say for someone like me."

"No, sometimes when the other party is angry, you wait for the other party to calm down before talking. On the one hand, you can reorganize yourself and let the other party rectify it. Let you think about what you said, isn't it too much?"

The man thought silently, then sat down, and I sat down too, the man looked at the blue sky.

"The floor is cool, sir?"

"Yes, the sky is very bright, sir."

He was lying on the ground and couldn't stop crying. I didn't plan to say anything. I've never been abandoned. I don't know what I don't understand. His experience is bound to have an impact in the future, and he is willing to express his emotions so that he can escape from suicidal thoughts that he cannot express his emotions.

Perhaps the reason for suicide in recent years is very simple. Faced with the reality of being powerless to change, society demands to hide weak emotions. There is no way to even cry, but to express it with intense anger and violence. go down.

But I didn't expect them to fall into the middle hole called suicide in this circle, right?

"I'm not even in the mood to commit suicide now, what should I do now?"

"I don't know what business you do? At least go to work under someone else first, so that you at least have some income, and you don't have to think about the pressure of opening a store, preparing, closing the store, settling accounts, and paying salaries."

"No, I'll still open a shop. It's more free to open my own shop, and... forget it."

"Huh? It looks like you have an idea, why didn't you say it?"

"It's useless to say it... If my business is successful, I want to get my wife and children back. I just scolded them that I shouldn't, and I have to apologize. It's okay not to be forgiven, just like What you said, I will return to freedom, not approach them, and give them equal freedom, this is all I can think of now."

"Then, let's go to eat first. I didn't even go to the shopping center to eat. It's probably just a stroll."

I took the man to the set meal house, took out the meal rolls, it turned out to be a roll of pork chops, and said that the sashimi set meal, I would definitely kill it after eating it, I ordered the pork chops for the man, and then received a message, look Next, put away the phone, we carefully ate the pork chops, we ate not a grain of rice, and ate dessert, but he stopped at dessert.

"You don't eat such a delicious dessert?"

"If the child is there, I will feed him, I can't eat too many sweets."

"Really? Then you sit first, I'm going to the toilet."

"Okay, I'll wait."

------Camera perspective------

The man seemed to see his child.

He tried to cover his face with an unused tissue.

But it was still found, because friends have a limited range~

The child is about 8 years old, the feeling of the third grade of elementary school, and the man's wife has also arrived.

It was awkward for the two to meet, and it was the child who broke the tranquility.

"Dad, can I have this dessert?"

"Of course, I've always had desserts for you."

"I know what harm I did to you, but seeing you still hurting your child now, can I...can I trust you again, I need answers, or I can only leave."

"...Let's dine here today, let's see if Mommy would like it?"

"Mom! Do you want to eat here today?"

Wife hugs her husband, friend goes in and asks what the child wants to eat, and when I see my friend bring out the sashimi set roll, I leave the camera and get ready to get the correct payment.

------Monthly Diary------

I don't know if the suicide prevention organization helps everyone, but there will always be times when everyone's psychology can't hold up. At that time, everyone has different reasons. Maybe something simple in the eyes of others is enough to become a That person's springboard and fuse, and even the killing blade that affects other people. No matter what, you have to force yourself to be positive and not cowardly. It is also this value that kills many people, right? Occasionally play a little shit, stop.

Later, the man thanked us, and the friend told him that he was just trying his best, that's all, and I received a letter of thanks from my child. In addition to thanking me for inviting him to eat a set meal of expensive sashimi, there was a small line on the inside of the envelope. Small words that you can't see if you don't look carefully.

"Dad can't watch, thank you big brother for helping me and my mother get my father back."

In January, I received a thank you for a value sashimi set meal.