[Essay] Shadows merge into shadows

Aug 4, 2022

I often drown in the night, it may be a dream, it may be an illusion, it may be a shadow in the dark night

I began to like metaphors more and more, roughly influenced by the words I touched recently, they enveloped me and constructed an invisible imaginary space, or safe distance, for me and others in this world. ⁡

I often drown in the night, it may be a dream, it may be an illusion, it may be a shadow in the dark night, in short, I am often trapped in the dark night and devoured by the madness. Unable to speak, because I don’t know how to explain it, the oral expression is stuttering and punctuated without logic, and it is hidden between words. Those who see those sentences mistakenly think that they are pessimistic, do not deny it, but may be too sensitive? Even knowing that being sensitive is not necessarily bad. In the days that separate the day from the night, there is no morning, no dusk, only the summer insects, and the night thumping heartbeat; the color palette is three originals and no colors, no gradients, no harmony, so all the contrasts look like All like extremes. ⁡

Other times it gets penetrated, it trembles, it trembles constantly, uncontrollably. You can feel the scorching heat of staring, stab yourself again, and the intersection of consciousness and reality can always cause some degree of gaffe. I feel myself, feel the tears wiped away, and then be flicked, warm.

He stood on tiptoe, opened a path, dark and dark, able to hide and move forward, able to merge with shadows into shadows in the dark night, and carefully pieced together into reality. ⁡

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