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I have never visited the Yuelao Temple. Even though many friends around me say that the Yuelao Temple is very accurate, it will help you find the marriage that belongs to you, and help you cut off the marriage that should not belong to you. Therefore, friends often pull Follow me, but I have never been there, not because I don't believe it, I think the more reason is that I don't want Yue Lao to help me cut off this relationship at the moment, even if I clearly understand in my heart, This is not a good relationship.

There are too many love stories and TV dramas that deduce the fate that is destined. Some people meet when they are young, some people meet without experiencing setbacks, and some people have gone through a lot of troubles and scarred. Only later did I see that fate is like a broken kite string. You never know when the person who picked up your kite will appear, but no matter how sooner or later, no matter how far or near, that person will always come just right.

So, I kept asking myself doubtfully: "Since it is destined, why should I search for it? He will appear in my life one day, but I don't know how long it will take." However, He would immediately slap himself: "Then this kind of life would be too boring. I didn't try anything, I just waited there and waited, and this encounter would be gone for nothing." Opposition, so there will be the emergence of the theory of relativity! Hahaha!

I have been in love too many times in my life, and experienced many people. I don’t blame anyone, let alone Yue Lao, for all the good and bad causes. After all, I chose it myself, and there are indeed many good fates that belong to me. I cut it off with a knife with my own hands, so I can only blame myself, although I have secretly complained about Yue Lao, how I didn't give me the right person, and why no happy relationship happened. Later, I thought about it myself. , and then laughed and cried, I know He gave it, He really gave it, but the red thread is not tight enough!

May is the hardest month of the year for me.

I met him at the end of 2016, he is Korean, we were talking about a long-distance relationship, but I was a daigou at that time, so meeting was never a problem, he and I have the height difference mentioned in the idol drama, and he is me too After being with a girl for more than ten years, the first man who made me fall in love again. He is a very optimistic person and always makes me laugh. I have met his parents, and we even handcrafted a pair of rings together. He said that as long as I want, he will give me anything, as long as I want, he will do everything, he said to me that every promise will come true, but only one does not. I have been with him for almost two years. At that time, I really felt that God finally took care of me and gave me such a good person. In this relationship, I have never been wronged, saddened, let alone heartbroken. However, he gave me enough security and love, and even gave me the idea of remarrying. He told me that he will only love me until his death, and he will never fall in love with anyone else. His heart will always only belong to me. Give me all the best, don't let me be wronged, will love me, love me forever. Many men and women have told me these promises in my life, but those promises only turned into silence in the end, so of course I felt happy when he told me this, but I didn’t have too many expectations, because The greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment.

He is the only person in this life who has made these promises. "I am the only one in this life", "Give me all the best", "I will only have my girlfriend in this life and no other people", "I only want to marry me in this life", "Until I die" All love me alone", "Always love me alone", all these promises he made, all of them were kept, only one of them was broken, and that was to accompany me to grow old together. After a year and a half of dating, he got cancer, and the pain quickly took him away. During the half year of treatment, he still accompanies me with a sore body. I don't want to worry, he called me before he left, He said to me happily and weakly: "Honey, I didn't miss the appointment, I survived! Don't worry! You know?" This was the last call I had with him, and at 5:00 in the morning, my phone started ringing His sister, his mother, the calls and messages from his friends, his sister cried and told me that he was gone, went to the sky, and kept calling your name before leaving, explaining that I would tell you not to worry, I sent Shaking, but repeatedly asked his family and friends are not united to deceive me? Want to play prank on me? However, he really left, he is gone.

I immediately booked a flight to Korea. I wore the mourning clothes that I only see in Korean dramas. I only saw the funeral when I was in Korean dramas. I didn’t shed a single tear. I comforted his mother, grandma, and sister. I supported him. After the funeral, I saw his emaciated body, with our couple's rope tied on his hand, and our couple's ring on his fingers. I didn't wait outside the ward, I didn't see him. The last time he was there, I hated myself. After cremation, he was sent to the Linggu Pagoda. I looked at his photo, as well as his family photo and our photo. From that day on, he lived in that small cell. I stood in front and looked at him for a long time, but I couldn't say anything. There were millions of reluctance in my heart, but they didn't turn into tears.

After walking out of the Linggu Pagoda venue, I immediately fell down and cried. I was really crying. I beat my heart with my hands, which is the kind you see in Korean dramas. This kind of action, how painful, how unbearable, how unbearable the heart is, as if trying to wake up the heart in the body, tell it, it hurts! Heartbreak! Be sad! Can you survive?

After returning to Taiwan, I locked myself in my room for a week, didn't eat, just cried, looked at the photos and chat records of me and him, and the videos he made, all of which clearly told me that he was still there, but the phone called, But his mother or sister picked it up.

Every year I help him celebrate his birthday. He has the same birthday as me in December. I buy his favorite chocolate cake, insert a candle to help him make a wish, and talk to him while eating the cake.

Scientists say that people will lose 20 grams after death, and that 20 grams is the soul, dear, if you are still using your 20 grams of soul to accompany me, promise me, go to reincarnation, okay? We all love cats. If you don't reincarnate into a cat and have a heart picture on your neck, then I'll know it's you.

Every May, I make myself stronger and stronger! I'll see you when the epidemic gets better.

"This article is dedicated to my dead Korean boyfriend "Kwon Yong-joon"

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