Record life l Commencement day

I think I am quite lucky. I passed the work permit application in one go. Today is the first day of work. Post an article to commemorate it.

It took about two months from graduation to the issuance of the work permit, like a long summer vacation. The past two months have been very wasteful. I often sleep until almost noon before I am willing to slowly get out of bed; at night, I am always willing to sleep until midnight. I didn't do anything special in the middle. I often swiped my phone and scrolled to see the recommended videos that popped up automatically on Facebook. I spent the whole day like this. I thought I could do a lot of meaningful things during this period, such as reading books, traveling, and producing an article every day. However, the reality is always cruel, my inertia once again exerts its power.

It wasn't until two weeks before the start of work that I realized the seriousness of the matter. After all, after I started working, it was difficult to have a long vacation, so I decided to arrange various fun itineraries in a hurry, grabbing the "tail of youth". ".

For some reason, I was suddenly very excited last night, and then I had a long-lost big insomnia. I only remember that I seemed to have had a very short dream, a dream that lasted less than a minute. In the dream, I was busy arranging things at home, and then I woke up inexplicably, and then I could only allow my mind to be disturbed. After a few struggles, I felt the light outside the window gradually brighten, and then I heard the terrible alarm sound, and I had to obediently get out of bed and get ready to go to work.

On the first day of work, I had to go through various check-in procedures in the morning, and then after a few words with the students, because I had to wait for the completion of various administrative procedures, I could not really start work, and I almost had nothing to do, plus I was drowsy and had a headache. My head, I wish my seat was a comfortable bed. When I read the files left by my former colleague, I couldn't get it into my head at all. Although my colleagues seem to be quite friendly, I don't have much energy to interact with them. When there is a need to communicate, I have to hold on for a while, and at the same time, I'm still waiting to see how they behave. The students who passed by the office were all lovely. They treated me as if they were watching animals in a zoo, and they could hardly hide their "novel" expressions. Occasionally hearing praise from students about their appearance, the hateful vanity occasionally floods, but it also feels a little embarrassing. I always feel that time passes extremely slowly, and I have been counting down the time to get off work.

Although I started work on the first day, I was almost out of the situation, but at the same time I felt that I was working on my first full-time job, which was wonderful. Although I have worked a lot of jobs and have internship experience before, but taking off the identity of a student is like walking into the battlefield of real guns and live ammunition, without the shield of the "student" identity, you have to face the rain forest of various bullets by yourself. Start taking responsibility for yourself.

Take a good night's sleep tonight and hope to get better in the future.

Written on 2021.04.12