Matt City Amway Conference | At this moment, I feel happiness

The Dragon Boat Festival has finally counted down. In addition to eating and sleeping, Xian Xian only has two things left to do: "surfing the Internet" and "surfing the drama".

At this moment, I want to share the Korean drama "Butterfly" with my friends on Matters.

The title of the Korean drama "Like Butterflies" Navillera is adapted from a web comic on the Korean platform Daum Webtoon.
It describes the grandfather Shen Dechuk (played by Park In-hwan) who loves ballet. He started to realize his childhood dream at the age of 70. He studied ballet with the talented dancer Lee Chae-rok (played by Song Jiang), who is 26 years old. A story of dreams and growth.

The old and the young encouraged and supported each other to move forward towards their dream of being "the ballerina in my heart".
The whole drama is full of stories of healing and positive energy. Each character interprets a different life course, bringing the audience full of laughter, tears and touching.

Xianxian, I don't want to spoil it, friends who like inspirational, touching and tear-jerking plots quickly turn it over and take a look.
This drama is very, very worth putting down the phone temporarily and watching it carefully.

Xian Xian wants to share one of the characters, the grandfather's youngest son Shen Shengguan (played by Zhao Fulai).

Shen Shengguan was originally a thoracic surgeon.
In front of the operating table, because of the inability to save the patient's life and the frustration and powerlessness in his heart, he gave up his enviable job as a doctor. In spite of everyone's opposition, he wanted to make a documentary to record the patient's story.

After Shengguan Shen left the hospital, regardless of spring, summer, autumn or winter, he wore operating room slippers.
He always remembered the temperature of the patient's blood splashing on his body and falling onto his slippers during the operation. Afraid of forgetting how he felt at the time, he made up his mind not to change these slippers until he finished the documentary.

Later, he found out that the patient he originally wanted to shoot had passed away, and he was so depressed that he wanted to shoot a documentary in a farther place.
At this time, he learned that his father, Shen Deshan, was suffering from Alzheimer's disease. Even though his condition had begun to deteriorate, he still determined to learn ballet and embraced the dream of performing "Swan Lake" on stage.

So he started filming a documentary about his father learning ballet, and after completing this documentary, he realized that what patients need most is time, and the persistence and hard work of doctors can buy more time for patients and fulfill their unfulfilled dreams. .

In the process of searching for himself, the niece Eun Ho (played by Hong Seung Hee) once asked the cleric, "Will my uncle regret leaving the hospital?" The cleric replied, "I feel happiness at this moment."

This phrase came to my mind over and over again.

Most people live by catering to the expectations of others.
In the norms of social morality and the eyes of family and friends, I am working hard with all my strength.
Everything we do, whether it is studying for exams, applying for a job, or having children, always expects to win praise and encouragement from other people (including family members), expecting that everything we do is "right" in everyone's eyes.

But, at that moment, did I feel happy? Is that really what I want?

In life, everyone bears a lot of expectations and burdens. We work tirelessly to move forward for the sake of responsibility and morality.
After a long time, it is easy to forget "self", forget that you can stop and breathe, forget your original intention, and forget to applaud yourself.
A little longer, perhaps, I will forget my dreams, my goals, and what I want most.

So, should I always ask myself: Is this what I want by "myself"?

If it is what you really want to do, you will definitely feel happiness at this moment.