2021, thank you for making me better.

Recently, I have only begun to deeply feel that this year has gone by so quickly.
In the blink of an eye, there is only one day left in 2021.

I flipped through this year's diary,
From January to December,
Only then did I realize that this year was actually very exciting.
Not as boring as imagined.

Maybe it's because every day has a similar arrangement,
Day after day, there will be such an illusion.

these years,
I have never developed the habit of writing a diary.
Always write for a few days, stop for a day,
not much content,
Sometimes even just use "-" to break the question,
Divide the day's itinerary into several "—" brief descriptions.
No need to start and transfer,
Only brief explanations.

despite this,
I still thank myself,
Willing to record the beauty and pain of yesterday,
A key to memory for your future self.

"This year has affected me a lot, even enough to change my life. 》
This year,
Let go of my locomotive, my room.
Two friends left the world.
Donate hair that has been raised for more than five years.
The patient relapsed and the doctor diagnosed stage IV breast cancer.

every thing that happens,
reminded themselves,
Be thankful for every beautiful existence and be kind to yourself.

I often think badly of myself,
I found out later,
the beauty of others,
It wasn't real.

own inadequacies,
in the eyes of others,
It's actually beautiful.

By the way, there is one more important thing,
That is, don't believe too much in the things in front of you,
For false and true,
It's really hard to tell.

"One Thing I Changed This Year"
For me, the biggest transformation of the year,
Should be willing to let go.
Let go of obsession.

Those who have been caring about the things that can't be done,
After letting go, I realized it wasn't that serious.
many emotions,
In fact, because I was too entangled in the results of winning and losing,
Unintentionally trapped in that painful cage.
Only you are willing to step out of that world,
Only then will you find that there are actually many good things out there that are worth pursuing.

The moment you let go,
I also feel unhappy,
But it was later discovered that
Huh? Why suddenly there are so many annoying things,
Only then can you realize that this is the benefit of letting go.

No one knows when life will end.
If on this journey,
It's too tiring to have to fight to win or lose.
Rather than during this time,
Make yourself happy.

Let it go, I'm still learning,
But I know that after practicing for a long time,
There will be progress.

"Plans for Next Year"

1. Concentrate on listening to English.
reason:
Because of hearing,
make English more difficult,
But I can't even understand Chinese, so I can't speak well.
can communicate with others,
English is not good, maybe because of insufficient vocabulary,
It's not that I have insufficient innate ability and determination, I should still be able to learn English well! (make a fist)

How to achieve:
Although some habits are maintained well,
But as far as language skills are concerned, I always fail.
Next year, I plan to listen to at least 100 minutes of everyday English every month.
3 minutes a day on average,
It doesn't sound difficult,
There should be a chance to meet the target.
Hope this exercise,
Familiarize your ears with some basic life terms.

2. Reasons for drawing a picture book:
long, long ago,
I drew a picture book with my computer mouse,
paintings about myself,
also made an e-book.
It is also sold on e-book platforms.
Although it didn't sell very well,
But it is also an attempt.

However, looking back now, it's incredible.
mouse! Scream with the mouse!
I just remember that when I painted it, my wrist was dying, ha!

Since then, I have always wanted to draw another picture book,
Although the concept of picture books is not yet mature,
But 2022 is a great time to start!

How to achieve:
Summarize all concepts first,
Write the story you want to write,
Finally, the picture book is completed by the way of image creation.
In principle, this picture book should be a story about myself.

3. Set up your own website.
reason:
I have always been interested in setting up websites,
because of laziness,
Not sure what themes to put on your website,
More importantly, my pockets are flat,
I really don't want to pay extra.
dragged to the present,
I didn't intend to give up on this interesting project of research,
instead of leaving it alone,
Let's start playing!

planning:
First study the differences between platforms and hosts,
After selecting a suitable platform and host,
understand the fees that may be incurred by the website,
Finally, the theme planning and positioning of the website can be started.
At the same time, this is the most difficult part.
However, since the decision was made to start,
Of course try hard!

Actually, there is still a lot to do.
But I know myself too well,
too many plans,
In the end, if it is not completed, it will be very frustrating.
It's better to aim less,
The strength will be more concentrated! !

2021 is coming to an end,
I am very grateful that this year has been healthy and safe,
Every good and bad event,
have grown a little bit,

Although the target achievement rate is not high,
However, I am still grateful for my hard work this year.

Tomorrow is a new year,
I want to say to myself,
Be braver,
can love yourself a little more,
You can make yourself a little better.

Come on together!