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who I am?

Ben Shuang is an otaku who just graduated and is about to go to university. She doesn't like to study, but only likes to read novels.

A twin baby born on June 16, 2004. (No matter what, I'm a 18-year-old baby)

Studied at [National Taiwan Academy of Opera - Higher Vocational Theatre Arts Department]

It's not the kind of singing, punching, kicking, rolling, and flipping that everyone imagines.

We learned to do backstage work, the basic techniques of stage play [stage, sound, costume, lighting].

Many people will say that we are [Plumbers], well, in fact, we are very similar, but if we say that to us, we will be unhappy, but self-deprecating is different.

Self-deprecating is self-depreciation, so it doesn't matter. Others make fun of it, but it's actually unhappy. After all, our work is not as beautiful as in front of the stage, but it is an indispensable staff member. Without the backstage, there is no frontstage. actor.

But I actually have no interest in this. To be honest, I want to learn "screenwriting".

But the screenwriter is actually only in the university department. I wanted to go directly to the university department, but I found that this place is not what I like, and the screenwriter is also different from what I thought, so I decided to go to the special department.

My university is planning to go [Japanese Department].

It’s funny to say, there was a period in my country that I liked listening to Japanese songs and watching anime, so I liked Japanese at that time, but I basically gave up after less than a month after the three-minute popularity.

At that time, I wrote my mood quotes about the fact that I liked Japanese in the contact book. As a result, the teacher told me that I could choose to study this subject in the future.

At that time, I thought, I don't have the kind of perseverance to choose this subject! And in the future, I want to choose the path of novels and go all the way to the end.

But when you come to university, how can there be a department of novels!

It happens that I have a good friend who likes Japanese, and every time I get bored and say a few Japanese words to her, I gradually bring back Japanese to play, and I really want to go this way, when I see a Taiwanese yt [shinn], he said that his Japanese was self-taught, and he learned it by playing Pokémon. Now that Japanese is a shock to me, I am very surprised that I can learn Japanese because of Pokémon.

This directly aroused my competitive spirit and my love for Pokémon, and I really didn't know which way to go in college, so I just chose Japanese, at least it can be regarded as a secondary interest, right?

When did you start writing novels?

It started when I was a primary school student. At that time, my father just bought an Apple mobile phone. At that time, the mobile phone was not big or small. I just took the notepad in the small mobile phone and wrote it. I love writing stories about princesses and princes.

Indeed a child!

At that time, I couldn't read it at all, and I didn't know the outline of the story, the background of the characters, the heroine was me, the hero was someone I liked, the supporting role was my good friend, and there must be water elements. Fire element or something.

Alas, childhood, it can be written at will, I can't write such naive little essays at will now.

When I was a junior, my friend also started to write novels, which were written in that kind of calculator, so I also followed the trend and wrote it on paper, but I found that when I wrote on paper, not only the characters were ugly, but also the writing was not very good.

It's not as good as my friend's writing, although I really don't want my matchmaking CP to be called [Jay Sai]...cry.

The funny thing is, the names at that time were actually [Jason], [Jack], [Jesey] or something, hold on, and directly change from a good brother to a "real" brother!

It's funny to think about it now.

I wrote a little more seriously, but it still didn't last long.

When I was little five or six, I was crazy about a web drama called "My teacher's name is Xiao He". At that time, I also wrote sex scenes between the male and female protagonists. dare to write...

Middle school is a big turning point for me!

When I was in the first year of the country, because I was bored in class, I always liked to take a lot of colored pens and then take a notebook. I could finish one or two or three pages in the last class. It was full, and I had a great sense of accomplishment! It is even more serious than what is written in the notes of any test paper!

Although it hurts to write, but I still don't want to write, maybe there is a rebellious factor, right? I just don't want to listen to the teacher! haha~~

Later, when I was in a low ebb period, novels were my companions to accompany me to and from class, but also my salvation. The accumulation of books was all my memories at that time.

Even if the class is boring, I hate having to correct the math test paper every time, I hate the stinky face that the teacher owes her eight million as soon as she walks into the classroom, and I don't know who is messing with her.

But when I took out the novels, I couldn't help but want to laugh, because that's what makes me different from my classmates, and it's the only thing that can make me proud.

I don’t like listening to classes, so I’m naturally not good at studying. Even if I really listen carefully in class, I still don’t understand it. Naturally, I can’t read the grades. The physical education teacher seems to have fucked us to death because he is the teacher of the physical education class. I have to live, but my classmates have good physical strength. Because of my psychological pressure and physical strength, I can’t keep up, and I often drag myself back. Therefore, I really hate that school.

When I don't have a friend by my side, the novel is my salvation, it makes me proud, and it makes me feel that at least, when you are immersed in reading piles of exam papers, I am different from you, you will Exams, can study, but I know what you can't, I have the perseverance that you don't have, we are different.

My pride, this is my belief, if I didn't even have this at that time, I might have really broken down.

When I was in the second year of the second year, I found a Hong Kong app called penana on the Internet. It was the first online novel that I published with both excitement and fear.

At that time, I loved watching Korean dramas, and the novels I wrote were all adapted from Korean dramas.

The first one is [The Girl Who Sees Smell], and the other is the culprit who affected me deeply, at least I was stuck in that tragic ending for at least three months at night [Give me a tear with sincerity], also known as [ 49 days].

In fact, there is also a Korean drama that was adapted before I used online novels, and it was not put on the Internet. It was the "Legend of the Blue Ocean" that was very crazy at that time.

But the earliest adaptation was [Curo Magician], which I adapted from the anime. Oh, I really can't read it. Fortunately, it was only written in a handwritten notebook at that time, and it won't be found out hehe.

If we say that the middle school is a period that makes me both painful and cherished.

Then high school was a period that completely subverted my worldview.

I never knew that the school classmates could not play intrigue, the teacher could be so open, the world I live in is actually not worse than I imagined, the classmates can play this kind of joke, it turns out that friends are It is really possible to maintain friendship without fear, or it can be as if we have known each other for more than ten years.

Why do I feel so tragic before?

haha~~

In short, after high school, I can really read what I write.

First of all, I never knew that I would listen to the teacher's lectures because of the class, and I also heard my inspiration...

Our art teacher talked about the law of quarters and the law of twelfths, so he used the analogy of the constellation with us, so I started to design the novel [Constellation Academy].

I originally just wanted to write a romance novel about campus life, but somehow, more and more people read it. My dad told me about 100 bookmarks and let me publish the book.

From then on, I feel that it is not possible.

My writing skills are not good enough, and I have no confidence in publishing books or anything, and I am surprised that even if I feel that I have written well, I still cannot compare with the books on the market, so how should I take this road in the future? ?

So I turned the novel [Constellation Academy] and rectified it, only to realize that if I was really serious, and it wasn’t a novel written in an essay, I couldn’t write it at all, and if I didn’t have enough skill, I would easily collapse. Other people's thoughts interfere, and I have no idea what I should do.

So I put it on hold for a long time.

I decided to write a novel seriously, starting from the outline, the world view structure, until I saw the novel of the mainland author [Qing Yundan], I began to discover the new world [Infinite Flow].

So the novel [Infinite Virtual Reality] that I was going to publish was born.

This book is really planned to be published, and it has been completed and the cover is being painted. (There is already a physical book!)

Although I paid for the physical book myself, it meant a lot to me, it was a milestone in my life, but I always knew that I was not good enough.

Once I saw that I thought I had written a very good online novel, and it was criticized by many people. I was very shocked. It was already so good, why should I be scolded like this?

I can't imagine at all, that the author has written well, but still has to be scolded, then I am not mature enough in writing and thinking, can I?

I'm actually a person without confidence, but I'm always proud of the novels I've written, proud of the things I like, because I know that if I can't even feel the fulfillment of a novel I like because of it, I feel Proud, so what's the point of my book?

The novel is like my child, although it is not good enough, it is not perfect, but it is the crystallization of my writing, constructed with sweat and painstaking efforts, even if it is bad and criticized, I love it.

That's enough, I love what I love, I write because I like novels, not because I want to write, I always tell myself to keep my original heart forever, because I'm a person who is easily shaken, I can't just be attacked like this collapse.

I have to hold on, I can.

What I write can be imperfect, and I can be criticized, but I will never give up the novels I love.

After all, that was the best gift it gave me in my life, when I was the most ignorant, when I needed support the most.

I will take it to heart.

my motto

[I can be imperfect, I can accept criticism, but I can't give up what I love, because that is the first light in my life. 】

[People can't be arrogant, but I'm proud of what I love, but I know I'm not perfect, so I won't be arrogant, but I'm proud of what I love, because if I even like it I can't be proud of anything, how can I say that I love novels? 】

【Life is short, you can have fun in time. If so, why not make yourself happier? Anyway, laughing is a day of crying, so why not have fun and make yourself at least a little bit happier. 】

origin of my pen name

I changed my pen name many times, from [Xiaoxue], [Yuexue], [Yin Yue], [Xuanyue], [Yueyin], [Liu Li Xingchen], [Shen Shuang] and finally [Ice Falling Shen Shuang] .

It's fun to say, most of my pseudonyms are related to the novels I wrote in that period.

I don't know why I chose Xiaoxue as the first pseudonym, but Yuexue is my name, and I like to put [month] and [star], so I often use the moon to name it.

[Yin Yue] It seems that I liked the word [Yin] very much at that time, so I changed it. At that time, I felt that the word [月] was too monotonous. Adding [Yue] next to the jade word seems to be more beautiful and beautiful.

[Xuanyue] is a novel published in my country. I took myself as the heroine and tried to imagine what I would be like in high school, so I gave myself a name, but I forgot the middle word , I only remember the heroine's surname [Han], followed by [Xuan], and then the hero's name is [Ling Haoyu], and the heroine calls it [Ling Yu]. (I remembered later, the heroine is Han Kexuan><)

Later, I seemed to think that [Xuan Yue] sounded a lot like [Xian Yue], so I changed my pseudonym because it sounded good.

The name Yueyin, I still remember that I was obsessed with [Conan] at the time, so I even gave myself a Japanese name called [Tamagi Yueyin]. The word sound was because I was trying to write "Sound into the Dragon Heart" for the first time. , so I like the word on the sound. (The heroine is Liang Wanyin)

But at that time, the name was not called "Sound into the Dragon's Heart". I remember it was called [Tears of the Mermaid]. Later, it was changed to [When the Song Sounds], and finally it was [Sound into the Dragon's Heart].

As for Liuli Xingchen, it is also a novel written in the middle of my country. I did not post it on the Internet. It is a novel in which I searched a lot of flower language and named each character with a flower name. Flowers Like Falling Snow], I didn't write the ending, but I look back now, and I feel that apart from the writing, the story is a bit old-fashioned, but overall it's passable, and I should be able to read it if I revise it a bit. After all, I checked a lot at that time. Flower language, so hard, I shouldn't let it be ashes.

At that time, I found a kind of flower called [Borage], and at that time I thought the word "liuli" sounded very nice.

Another one I wrote later was not posted on the Internet, but I was reading an online game novel at the time, and it was also the first holographic online game novel I read. It is a pity that it did not write the ending, but in the eighth Eighteen chapters, the male protagonist abandoned the pit when he first appeared, which became a pain in my heart. At that time, I tried to rewrite it in my way, but unfortunately my writing and imagination skills are not enough, and I can't write it. She came out, but she did write down the heroine's name at that time, and it was called [Mu Lixing].

And the author of the abandoned pit is called [Silver Bubble], and the title of the book is [Fantasy Land]. I found the text in a mobile app [Reading Novels].

Can't find it now.

That one is really good-looking, the female lead is sassy, handsome, cold and smart, called [Bai Muqian], and the male lead is called [Mo Jingyuan].

The game id, the heroine has two ids [Silver Frost] and [Asaki], and the male protagonist is called [Zhiyuan]. And the computer online game played by the female protagonist at that time before the hologram came out, the id was [Yinbai], and the male protagonist was [Eden].

Because I like it so much, I can’t forget it until now, and I haven’t given up on reviving this abandoned novel in a different way.

Therefore, my [Pro Gamer] novel, although I haven't written it yet, was planned by my high school to write it, but I was not skilled enough at that time, so I decided to put it aside. Until now, I can already imagine that it has not been written. I need to rely on the novel [Fantasy Continent] to support a story that belongs to it, but I still want to thank this author for making me fall in love with online game novels, making me think that I can regenerate this novel and become myself, It can be written without relying on its support, and it is a novel that inspires me.

But also because the heroine I rewrote for the first time was called [Mu Li Xing], I didn't know which stem was wrong, so I suddenly said the name [Liu Li Xingchen], so it successfully became half of my first year of high school, but It is a pseudonym that has been used for a long time, at least for three years.

And the current icefall Shenshuang is because I am a [Gemini], so the word double was changed to [Shuang], and [Shen] was not called this [Shen] at that time, I took one for myself in the novel at that time. The name is [Cheng Shuang], and Cheng is because my name has the character [Chen], so I changed the word without changing the pronunciation.

And my website always asks us to introduce ourselves, so I rely on my head to make up a nice self-introduction, but I can't hear where the introduction is. Still in use——【Ice Falling Frost】

Yes, so the term was born, but it wasn't my pseudonym at the time, it was just what I wrote when I introduced it.

Later, for a while, I thought [Bing Luo] sounded better, but I didn't want to keep changing my pen name, so I kept going until the second year of high school, and I decided to change my pen name for the last time [Ice Luo. Shen Shuang].

But when I was in my second year of high school, I thought that point was really annoying, so I removed it again. In the end, I really didn’t plan to change my pseudonym again. Plus I was going to publish a book, it didn’t seem like it would be good to change it, so the final decision was made. , I even changed my English name with this pseudonym, so I am now called Frosty.

why readers are called red butterflies or butterflies

This story is relatively short. I have a favorite writer, who was originally called [Yan Shuanghua], but later changed to [Shuanghua].

In her introduction, there is a sentence called [Shuanghua's Dance with Wen], I think it sounds very good, so I want to learn from her, so I created a sentence called [Falling with Butterflies].

Later, I wrote another novel that was not published, and the heroine in it, I used [Red Butterfly] as her name, so I have the one that I stretched out. The butterfly represents the reader (and it sounds good), And I am the representative of ice and snow.

All in all, it's a very second grade, so you don't have to worry too much about the reason ((Haha, touching your head embarrassingly laughing)

I also like beautiful and pleasant words, so I often create some small sentences by myself. If they sound good and beautiful, I will stay and use them, so there is not too much reason, just want to make the introduction more beautiful.

I didn't expect to post on the blog in the later stage, and the overall feeling is quite beautiful, um, the sense of achievement has been improved again!

(Later, the square grid was sealed, because I felt that it was impossible to take care of two websites at a time, so it is better to do one well first)

concluding remarks

Unconsciously, I said a lot of nonsense, and I hope that through these words, everyone can understand me better.

Ben Shuang is just a middle-aged girl who loves beautiful words, listening to words, and novels, but because she has read a lot of novels, her thoughts have always been mature ((Probably, the main purpose of life is to enjoy happiness and enjoy the moment, after all, laughter is one day crying is One day, why not have fun and at least feel better?

Maybe I'm lazy and I don't have too many ambitions. I just want my novels to be recognized, seen, and supported, which makes me very happy and fulfilled.

I hope that the little butterflies who come flying will know me better after reading this nonsense, so that the gap between the readers and the author will not be too far, so maybe the little butterflies will like my works more, right?

Well, I don't even know how to say goodbye, ha~

Well, then, say goodbye, and I look forward to meeting you and wandering this snow-white world that belongs to me in the sea of my novels.

Let's break it up~~ compare your heart :)