wolf

Growing up has never been easy.

In particular, he has never encountered life and death, never encountered serious illness, or encountered those difficult blows. Because of this, most people have grown up at their biological age, but most of them still live a happy life as a teenager.

It's not that the happiness of young girls is not good. If you can keep the heart of a child, who wouldn't be envious? But the rivers and lakes are sinister. Startled step by step. In society, no one is not strategizing in the script of "The Legend of Zhen Huan", no one is not the protagonist in "The Great Era", and no one is not the Princess Taiping and her mother Wu Zetian in "Da Ming Palace Ci".

When we watch the series, we are happy, and that happiness is not a bland love between children. What we see is that after being hurt by the pure love of children, the man or the woman suddenly realizes that the cruelty of reality forces us to look directly at the world that has always been wrapped in kindness, and its core is actually evil. Evil is not always ugly, and many times it is another form of beauty. It's just that it is bloody and too straightforward, forcing people who encounter it to have to be more mature to get along with it, so as to keep the only little bit of innocence and kindness in people's hearts.

Although, I don't really believe in the human nature routines in TV dramas. However, for thousands of years, human nature has not changed as fast as the progress of scientific and technological civilization, and sometimes human nature even suddenly regresses in certain time and space. And then there were the dark times, and then there was the dehumanizing Holocaust of World War II, or the Cultural Revolution, which killed many people.

Are these evils really that bad? Do not. When they are over, all human beings will reflect on this matter together, and the thoughts of all human beings will grow together. These bloody lessons also have a side that makes us better.

Recently, both physically and mentally tired. One is not young anymore. The second experienced some emotional affairs. The third reality is forcing oneself to have all the tangible or intangible "capital" accumulated in the past ten years for the future.

When browsing old works, I found several articles about illness that I wrote many years ago, whether they were about food or life insights, but now I feel too immature when I read them. Of course, today's understanding will also be immature in the future, but at the ideological level, I think I have improved. So what have I learned or grown in?

I told myself to be cruel. Mercy, it is impossible to get a lover. Kindness doesn't necessarily get others' approval. The other day, someone told me that we lack a wolf culture, so we don't act sullenly. "Wolf nature" comes from the concept of "Wolf Totem". I didn't communicate very well, so I smiled at each other. In retrospect, compared to the so-called "wolf nature culture", if I had to choose, I would prefer Jack London In White Fang, the situation between man and animal and nature is both wild and domesticated.

The so-called growth is how to let a person from being full of wildness and soaking in society for a long time, even if he is riddled with holes, he can still find a balance of hope in compromise and resistance, instead of being completely disciplined by society and falling into self-lost. in predicament.