Tell a story about birth in the new year ~ the arrival of an angel baby

Author Little Sun's Star and Heart

Photo by insung yoon on Unsplash

Maybe modern people are too well nourished, have too many troubles,

Too much pressure, too old,

The four words "infertility treatment" are really nothing new.

Once upon a time, giving birth to a child also required "treatment".

A long time ago, someone said that I have a hormonal imbalance that indirectly affects fertility.

Young and beautiful girls (it doesn’t matter if you talk nonsense in the New Year’s Eve) If I look in the mirror, look left and right, look in the mirror upside down, no matter how I look at it, 120% of them are women, and I don’t think I have anything to do with this disease. ?

I still remember the doctor who said, "Originally, everyone's constitution is different. There is no such thing as a normal month. As long as you think it is acceptable, there is no problem!"

Doctor, what do you mean now, I said goodbye to my little angel naturally "very normal"?

What plausible theory is this? Sounds reasonable, but doctor, have you ever lied to me, didn't have, attended medical school?

Later, I was insensitive to this Western medicine. Start trying Chinese medicine, starting from the root of your body. I don't eat ice, I don't drink ice water, I don't drink cold drinks, I forbid anything that violates the laws of nature.

The thing I decide to do is to do it to the end, even if it is a world of self-satisfaction.

As a result, under the scorching sun of 38 degrees, I was blowing hot coffee. Everyone is eating ice cream and I am drinking water. I do not eat processed products, bacon, sausages, and pigments, all of which are listed as refusal to contact.

Even if I gulp down soy milk, which is synonymous with plant-based hormones. Drinking into the blood flow seems to become soy milk, and there is no feeling of improvement.

When I take Chinese medicine, I feel like I can spit out a piece of Astragalus in my throat.

Looking back, I took Chinese medicine for two years. Going to get medicine every month and sending it to Japan has become my family's monthly homework. Later I said, I don't want to eat it, don't take it. My dad seems to be missing something to do, and he seems to be feeling a little lost.

Later, I found a famous infertility doctor on the Internet in Japan.

That small clinic was crowded with people, sitting inside, standing outside, or even a hundred people.

Infertility and childbirth battle!

First of all, you have to show up in line outside the clinic at 7:30 in the morning, so that you have a chance to get a number plate. I still remember that I went there early in the morning and got a number plate number 80. When the clinic opened at 8:30, within 15 minutes, all the number plates for the whole day were taken out (the number of issued 150 people?)

After getting the number plate, the endless waiting begins.

There was no sign of my turn at noon, so I had to go eat something, and then continue to come back and wait in the afternoon. After this happened several times, I was wondering if I should bring my own bento next time. A woman having a picnic at the clinic?

Usually it's 4:00 pm when I see the clinic and settle the bill.

Go out from 6:30 am to 5:30 pm home. I seem to go to that clinic for a day shift.

Starting from basic body temperature measurement, blood test, fallopian tube angiography, ultrasound…. a series of checks.

When I saw the doctor for the third time, the doctor told me, is the fallopian tube too thin or sticky? It was so long ago that I can't remember.

The reason is unknown, the relationship between the natural constitution.

No wonder, I have never won the lottery. I used to think that God gave me special favor, but after I got married, I found out that I had been forgotten by God, and the person He did not favor was me.

The plumbing is blocked, so of course I can't drink water. Hmm... so it is.

(At the same time, the man's examination should be carried out at the same time, but the man's examination usually only needs to submit a sample. The man's physical examination, insurance is not applicable, and needs to be paid at his own expense.)

After a small operation, no hospitalization is required for the same day, and all health insurance benefits for the examination and operation.

Of course, artificial insemination, anti-sperm test (some people's constitution will reject sperm killing), etc. are not covered by insurance. If you have a friend with intractable diseases in this area, you must first check what the insurance can pay.

Of course, after the operation is over, it will not be done once and for all. It is necessary to return to the doctor on time and take ovulation medicine at a fixed time.

I already ovulate, so why take ovulation pills? This is because in addition to promoting ovulation, taking ovulation pills can also promote the release of better quality eggs and improve the chance of success.

The doctor said so.

After about half a year of medicine, my Angel Baby came to me.

I still remember the times I waited endlessly in the clinic with a history magazine in my bag and the subject of that issue was ー

"The Death of Ryoma Sakamoto, On the Omiya Assassination".

I clearly came to seek "life", and then I was watching "The Death of Sakamoto Ryoma".

I was really in the crowd of women who were eager to have children, and I was burying my head in reading this book.

My son, who was born later, is actually a fan of Sakamoto Ryoma.

(Except for a few Ryoma books on the shelf, I never told him about Ryoma.)

This is called, everything has its own destiny.

God has the best arrangement.

The little angel who worked so hard to come to know me, my precious son, often said strange things, behaved strangely, made the school teachers mess up with me, and was taken to special education. The class almost couldn't be saved. At that time, crying broke my nerves, annoyed that I had aged dozens of years overnight.

(My precious son with a brain-damaged brain, see the article "He's Not Bad, He's My Son")

Without this child, the old man and I would be in a sweet world. We could go wherever we wanted, buy whatever we wanted, and have a feast everywhere, what a beautiful paradise!

Because of this child, wrinkled with anger, white hair with anger, my youthful and beautiful girl attitude began to not know where to go one day? One day I looked in the mirror and suddenly found out, who is this lady in front of me? I don't know myself.

But you ask me, do you regret it? Won't! This child is my life, my treasure, and I will never regret bringing him into this world in my life.

Wishing everyone a year-end with loved ones and a happy start to 2022.

Happy New Year 🎆

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