The past that can't go back, and the dream that has come true.

It has been 4 years since we last met, and 10 years have passed since graduating from university. There are many passersby I know, but there are very few people who are still in contact in the end.

Miss O is one of them, and she is an important one, because O was the secret crush of Xiaobian when he was in college. It's a pity that the editor is too ruthless. I have never had a chance to interact with Xiao O for many years. But more strictly speaking, the editor has not interacted with any friends of the opposite sex in the more than 30 years since I was born.

The acquaintance with Xiao O was at a school English conversation activity called English Corner. Because I was very eager to study and work abroad at that time, I went to the Foreign Languages Department to practice English conversation every noon. At noon one day in the second semester of my sophomore year, I was lucky enough to sit on the left of Xiao O. When I turned my head to speak English for the first time in class, I was stunned. Oh my God, this girl next door is too right!? Her bright smile seems to be reflected in the sun on her cheeks. She speaks English well. I really hope that her practice partner at noon every day is her. I can't remember the topics discussed that day. I just remember that I introduced myself as a psychology department one year later than the editor. In short, it was a pleasant English practice.

It can be said that it was love at first sight, right? Although we do not meet the daily life of different departments, the editor once took advantage of the end of the course to go to Xiao O’s email contact mailbox, and then sent a letter to the dormitory after class to invite us to practice English together. In fact, I was drunk. Weng's intention is not in wine.

Wei Zai's Yahoo mailbox, I can find all the embarrassing things 12 years ago! It's a pity that things backfired, the editor's personal plans and fantasies were still empty in the end, and Xiao O, who is beautiful and good at English, soon became a foreign student The circle, also made a foreign boyfriend.

Is this the end of the story? No, it's amazing that despite the lack of daily interaction and interaction, I always meet little O's sister in an inadvertent corner, and the editor who has always been hard at the opposite sex interaction does not know why every time When we met, we could chat for a long time, and in retrospect, I felt incredible. As for the frequency of the interaction between Xiaobian and Xiao O? It may not be even once a year, and the number of times is so small that you can count it with your fingers.

First time:
Walking in front of the Rongyuan History Department, I was stopped by Xiao O who was leaving on a bicycle just after class. The topic was forgotten, and the silly editor didn’t know what to talk about and would only answer. There were no major incidents when I was young, and the editor was very rude at the time and walked on his own without recognizing that Xiao O was in front of him.

second round:
Xiao O is lost in love, and for some reason, he finds the editor who is rude and homely to have a heart-to-heart talk. The editor really lived up to expectations and performed the stunt of being a single dog---- playing electric games!!! Now that I look back on it, I was really laughter at that time, and I really was single by strength! I really don't know which girl would call me to talk to me during the day!?

The third time:
Xiao O's mother passed away, and the content involving the privacy of the parties will not be disclosed. It was also a long phone test. This time, the editor finally couldn’t fool GG who was killed in battle. I just remember that the other end of the phone, O, cried and said angrily: "Why are you so incapable of comforting girls!?" . However, the amazing thing is that the editor did not get hung up except for a series of complaints from customers. He just continued to listen quietly, and then responded stupidly.

Fourth time:
Xiao O resigned, by the way, help Xiaobian to introduce the work. Anyone who knows Xiaobian knows that the unemployment rate of Xiaobian seems to be a little high hahaha! If you are not looking for a job, you are probably on the way to find your next job. (shock!?)

Like most of my experiences in chasing girlfriends, the job search process usually ends in failure. Oh, anyway, it's good to get used to this kind of thing, work is like a relationship, you have to be in love with each other, you can't force it~~~

Fifth time:
It has always been limited to the Internet and telephone contact. I don’t know what year and month will we meet next time? The answer is 6 years after graduation! The editor went to a relative’s house in the north for barbecue because of the Mid-Autumn Festival. Chat records, I plan to drop by to visit the sister Xiao O who I haven't seen for a long time. It's really a magical fate. Usually, everyone lives their own lives, and the frequency of interaction is low! Why is it possible to make an appointment? The editor has no idea at all. That day was a pleasant night market tour. I still remember that we ate a bag of salted chicken together, but unfortunately we forgot to take a photo to commemorate it at the end. It doesn't matter, I forgot to take a photo to ensure the next attendance!

The sixth time:
We really kept our promise! Xiao O came to Kaohsiung to play with his friends! He also invited a student whom he hadn't seen for many years. However, when I participated in English Corner before, I thought my junior was a rival in love. XD The mentality at that time was really naive and naive, hahaha! I went to the Moon World, Qishan Old Street, and Pei Er, and went shopping after dinner. The mini market ends this journey. It's a pity that in the end, I didn't succeed in pushing the pit junior brother to perform on the spot. The editor also went to prepare the violin the night before.

I don't know if it's fate or the editor's prophecy. I didn't expect this first photo to be the last one. In the next four years, the editor and Xiao O lost contact. The editor is still the same as Lu, as a nerd, as an electrician, and as a swipe on Facebook, but Xiao O disappears from the online world as if the world has evaporated. Gradually, the editor also began to slowly forget the object of his secret love, and dusted up all the good memories of the past, until the news of the night four years later.

Xiao O actually moved to Kaohsiung! Invited by Zhengmei + I haven't seen each other for many years, of course, the editor of Lu Feizhai is here to go to the appointment! I switched careers from books and devoted myself to learning Chinese medicine, while the editor went to Japan on a working holiday but was unemployed again at home because of the epidemic. After a brief chat about the current situation after dinner, Xiao O asked casually, "Let me help you get a pulse!? I've been practicing to help others feel my pulse recently."

This is really not a dream, right? Although I know in my heart that this sentence has no other special meaning at all. But for the professional single dog editor who is reckless and housebound, he is now unlocking an incredible life achievement - being held by any woman except her mother . "Hey, are you too nervous? Your heartbeat is irregular and the pulse is very chaotic, so I can't judge." Xiao O said. I'm sorry, it's the first time I've been touched by my favorite person like this, who can keep calm?

Little O: "Have you stayed up late lately?"
Editor: "Yes~ Can you really feel the pulse?"
Little O: "Okay! It's like when I went to bed at night, my sister would touch it out when I touched it."
Xiao O: "In addition, your lungs and throat seem to have accumulated some moisture. Is your nose usually allergic?"
Editor: "I do have a runny nose. Why do you feel like you're helping me with fortune-telling and guessing..."

Even though my pulse was unstable that night and my palms were sweating, Xiao O spent nearly half an hour making a careful diagnosis. He pointed out a few physical conditions that the editor believed to exist, and enthusiastically shared some TCM viewpoints and explanations. , Although the silly editor didn't understand or listen to it at all, he just stared at Xiao O and the ring on Xiao O's right ring finger.

Xiao O has another boyfriend, although I don't know who he is, there is no need to know anyway.

I don't know if there will be another opportunity like this to have a chat with Xiao O alone in the future? This is the first time Xiao O has grabbed my hand, and it may be the last time Xiao O has grabbed my hand. At this moment, I want to go back to 12 years ago in English Corner and I said to Xiao O that I fell in love at first sight: "You me when you were young~ You will be infatuated with different women at every stage from elementary school to university and even after you go out to society. Sisters will not be your girlfriend. However, the little Miss O sitting on your right will be the only one who still keeps in touch with you after 12 years, and will be the first in her life to take the initiative The girl who held your hand. But don't think too much, she just wants to help you get a pulse diagnosis, she is a famous flower, hahaha!"

At this time, it seems that there should be some background music.

After the meal, Xiao Bian accompanied Xiao O all the way into the high-speed rail station. When Xiao O was about to enter the ticket gate, Xiao Bian stopped Xiao O.
Editor: "Wait a minute, little O, I have something to send you, shall we go and sit in the chair next to you?"
Editor: "Although it's not a physical gift (laughs)"

The editor took out the long-prepared secret weapon from the bag.
Little O: "Oh my God, what kind of musical instrument is this? It's so cute!"
Editor: "This is called a thumb piano. It's Kalimba in English. I want to play a song for you. You can guess the name of the song."

Little O: "Wow! Thank you! This sounds so good!"
Editor: "It's very interesting, right? Would you like to play it too?"
Little O: "Okay! Thank you!"

Accidentally found that Xiao O seems to be quite musical. The first time he took the piano, he successfully played the little bee! Then the editor took out the second instrument.

Little O: "So it turns out that the big bag you mentioned actually contained this!"
Editor: "This is called the ethereal drum. I will play another song for you to listen to. You can guess the name of the song."

The selection of these two songs is meaningful. " Ping Gathering " symbolizes that they meet with each other according to fate, and they will disperse according to fate. And the song "The Moon Represents My Heart " is like Soseki Natsume's famous line " Moon が Beautiful で す ね", which is the most euphemistic way of confession to Xiao O. We may meet again, or we may never see each other again. There may still be a chance to confess, or there may be no more opportunity to confess. Perhaps someday, somewhere, this conversation that has been held for several years will begin again.

At this party, the editor forgot to take a photo with Xiao O again. But that's ok, forgot to take a photo to ensure your next attendance! Did you transcribe?

By the end of this year, I will send a Christmas gift and card. I plan to send a thumb piano~ Although I don’t know where Xiao O lives, I believe I will receive it if I have a chance :D