Change the filter to see yourself

I don't know if there will be anyone like me,
I always think of the outside world as beautiful,
and take all that you have,
Treat it as a trivial matter.

Only by encountering sudden changes,
will realize,
Unchanged is the best blessing.
Like when I got breast cancer a few years ago,
to know that the body can function perfectly,
It's actually beautiful.

I often meet elderly grandma near the rental house,
seems homeless,
Whether it's morning or night,
She always sits on the side of the road,
Rest against those plastic bags that hold the recyclables.

It rained a while ago,
I saw her sitting on a bench outside Family Mart,
Weary on my knees,
There were also a few wet newspapers spread out beside her.
Suddenly I felt that I had a home where I could stay at ease, and I was very happy.

I have been unemployed for several years,
However, I still occasionally pay to help my family with some supplies.
Small things like toilet paper, sunflower oil, snacks,
Parents always say that those daily necessities should be borne by them,
instead of me paying the bill,
I couldn't beat my parents, so I had to be obedient.

Unexpectedly, they gave the integer directly,
I'll be refunded even if I ask for change,
At first I strongly refused to accept the overpayment,
After several protests,
I decided to open another bank account,
Specially place the money,
Although the amount is small,
After a few big meals, it's gone.
But I am at ease.

Why would I resist?
In fact, I think it was my parents' hard-earned money.
should be kept well,
Later they also said,
I figured it out so clearly that I also hurt them invisibly,
At that moment I realized,
These are my parents' love for me,
this age,
And get the favor of parents,
Also a beautiful thing.

I used to envy friends from wealthy families.
Not only do they often travel abroad,
Enjoy food everywhere,
There are also several great houses.
But it was later discovered that
those bright images,
There is also an unknown sadness and helplessness behind it.

Maybe it's because I don't have enough self-confidence.
Maybe it's because you can't see the facts that are deliberately hidden,
You will always feel that others are amazing,
Otherwise, how can there be such a perfect life, family, and work?

After having to go through a few truth crit,
Only then did I realize that I would unconsciously use a filter to look at others,
It's not bad to forget what you actually have.

Although I don't have rich father or mother,
But under the care of my parents,
I don't have to help with household expenses,
to save money slowly,
Let yourself run 17 countries.

Although I don't have very good listening and speaking skills,
but still communicate with people.
and express their ideas,
oh! What's even more amazing is that,
I found a part-time job opportunity in Australia with broken English,
Also accidentally mixed for a year and a half.

Although I got breast cancer five years ago,
But fortunately, I met a professional team of doctors,
To regain good health again.
Because this disease has also made a lot of good changes!

Although I have no income for a long time,
I can't find a job to support myself.
But I still have some savings,
In addition, the man provides a pampering service that includes food and shelter,
In the past five years, I have been able to do what I want to do so willfully.
Although there were several times because of my "saving too much",
He was also cried many times by his family and men.
But I still really think,
How much money do you do,
If anyone wants to know about my (small) province (qi) behavior,
In fact, I would also like to make it public, haha!

Although I've been with men for almost 12 years,
but never got married,
But I am still deeply grateful to the man who never gave up when I was sick,
And the support and help over the years.

These precious and beautiful daily life,
All are hidden in that seemingly ordinary life trajectory,
Only by truly feeling each moment can you discover the happiness in it!

If you are like me,
Always think other people's lives are better,
You might as well change the filter to see yourself.
may find,
in the eyes of others,
You are also the object of envy!

Replenish:
Not long after writing this article,
Suddenly I learned that I was in the eyes of my classmates,
He is an innovative person,
It was a real surprise right now,
I'm embarrassed to say that I have no income for several years, ha!
But it does prove that everyone has characteristics that make others envy!

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