the last song he sang

鹿兒
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The fifth song I want to think about it
I finally understand what it means to be the only one left in the world, you and me, we even forget who we are, only a heart that desperately wants to run towards each other, such a desperate drive, once lost in youth In the cruel reality of social etiquette, we almost forget that we still have such a fearless power to shake the whole universe...

Autumn is approaching, and I can gradually smell the cool smell in the autumn wind. Slowly putting aside the haze of the past, I regained my energy and entered the track of life.

Routinely going to and from work every day, and occasionally meeting with my sisters on weekends, the days of returning to being single are very simple and comfortable, and because there are more companions in my life every night, it seems that even a person is not so lonely anymore.

"Yi Qing, last time Brother Chen didn't want to introduce some of my former classmates to you. What happened next? Have you made any progress?" Liya is one of the few good friends among my colleagues in my company. To the extent she cares about me, she is patient It's not easy to ask questions until now.

"Have a few words to talk about, it's not bad! 』

"that's it?"

"Um. 』

Leah shook her head, "You have to cheer up! There are not many good men, and women should not be too picky after the age of 30, you know?"

I smiled, noncommittal. Leah's concern is well-meaning, but it may be hard for me to understand how much courage it takes to re-engage in a relationship, and how precious my singleness is at the moment.


I had a simple meal in the staff cafeteria at noon. I made a cup of coffee and went back to my seat. When the satiation center was making me drowsy, a message appeared on the mobile phone notification.

"Gentle, I have received a business trip from the company temporarily. I am going to Germany for about 12 days. When you saw the message, I should have already boarded the plane. I am not sure if I will be free to sing online in Germany, so I recorded it in advance. This is what I want to say to you."

I put on the earphones, and there was a vague feeling of sadness in my heart, because I suddenly knew that I might not hear his voice for more than ten days, and I was silently a little lost.

Such a hurry to set off, do not know how the weather in Germany? Does he have enough clothes on him? Is there anyone who travels with him?

Ah...he deserves someone to help take care of everything...

Why should I worry about it.

Thinking of this, the sourness is even more obvious.

We hardly ever talk about his family, his job, his life...he doesn't talk much, and I don't really want to ask.

Maybe subconsciously we are all avoiding something, until now, I suddenly realized how much I don't know him.

I pressed the play button, and a light rhythm of the mid-board came to my ears, and a romantic tune and melody sounded. He sang leisurely with a very warm and affectionate voice, which instantly drove away the loss in my heart. .


"Really Want to be with you

Count the stars in the sky with you

collect spring drizzle


Really Want to be with you

Hear you tell old stories

Count the love in your eyes


Think, think, think, think, think, think, want to be with you

Traveling all over the world

Let every day be linked together

we are the most beautiful

The most beautiful memory!


Really Want to be with you

Watching the sunset side by side

Listen to the birds in the forest side by side


Think, think, think, think, think

Really Want to be with you

Traveling all over the world

Let every day be linked together

we are the most beautiful

The most beautiful memory! "(Gu Juji - I really want to think about it)


When I finished the song, I closed my eyes because my eyes were full of tears and I didn't want to be seen by my colleagues around me.

I sorted out my emotions and opened the message page with him. At this moment, there was a powerful force that made me not care about anything, and I didn’t want to think about anything. I pressed the reply firmly, and I typed it with my trembling fingers. One line:


"I also... miss you so much. 』

That's the only thing I can be sure of right now.


Unfinished... To be continued with the sixth song...




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