It's hard to say sorry

Recently, due to some traditional customs,
I had a few conflicts with my mother,
I feel troublesome and don't want to do it,
Let the mother-in-law get angry,
I've been read stinks,
But also feel so wronged.
Had to hide in the room and calm down,
To avoid arguing again.

This hour of self-cooling,
Parents are constantly concerned,
makes me feel more guilty,
Suddenly I felt that I was too bad and too disobedient,
I love talking back so much!

It is rare to return to the north,
I want to spend more time with my parents,
Unexpectedly, it made the house smoky.
So I decided to pack my bags and go back to the middle,
To avoid accidentally saying something very hurtful.

After packing your luggage,
I suddenly felt that this was really absurd and ridiculous.
Is it really necessary to solve the problem in such a pompous way?

I sneaked into my parents' room,
I want to test the situation of the mother-in-law,
Unexpectedly, she was secretly crying,
I was startled, but I didn't know how to cry.
I said back to the middle because I was afraid to say something that would make you sad.

But my mother didn't say a word. only silent tears,
Makes me even more guilty.
But no matter how much I said, my mother was still speechless.
Had to leave the scene temporarily.

Half an hour later, I went back to my parents' room,
My mother is still lying on the bed,
I started looking for topics, but no one answered.
It was like a one-person talk show, without any audience in the audience.

So, I immediately lay down on my mother's body and hugged so tightly,
I cried and shouted: I'm sorry! Sorry, I didn't mean to!
I don't know why I'm so Lu Xiaoxiao all of a sudden these days,
That's why I have to go back to the middle, sorry!

Unexpectedly, my mother's first sentence turned out to be:
Did you forget that I'm not feeling well? Get off me quickly.

Also because of this sudden "Hold On",
Let the original deadlock suddenly break the ice,
The two cried and laughed to show each other's position,
After talking for about two hours,
The misunderstanding was finally cleared up.

After this burst of tears,
I just found,
It's really hard to admit to your parents that you've done something wrong!
In the past, I always thought that parents would unconditionally tolerate their children's faults,
But I forgot they were as vulnerable as I was,
I can't stand the sharpness and coldness hidden in every word.

Fortunately, I still came and repaired the pain caused by my unintentional scribing.