"Farewell My Concubine"│Second and third viewing experience

The third time I watched it, I couldn't hold back my tears, but I saw something more delicate.

I also thought more about my immaturity in life.

I understood more dialogues, saw more details, and saw more emotions in Dieyi's eyes. I still can't bear it. Reluctant to butterfly.

When I was a child, I became a normal person, and I started to fight with my elder brother. When I was young, the three big sons who thought about my elder brother, I wanted to achieve myself and my elder brother, so I came back, and Eunuch Zhang was bullied. When I grew up, I still think about it. Sword; when you are old, you can't let go of it and end it all... Dieyi, you are really not crazy, you can't survive.

Dieyi rushed out the sentence: "He has a human skin left!" With Xiaolou, he finally gave up the bottom line and made the look when he was cutting. Chen Kaige and the actors were all right.

This poor woman, Juxian, understood her more perseverance and tenderness this time.

When I saw it for the first time, I was actually in a state of fright. All the emotions were undisguised and attacked you directly and candidly.

Too late to prepare, the pain of the heart is real. For the first time in my life, I felt heartache.

For the second time, even if I knew how the plot would develop, I thought I was mentally prepared, but I was still shaken by the reality of every scene.

For the third time, behind Dieyi's peerless elegance, who ever thought about what he thought of himself? "I'm not a thing for a long time!" Thinking that in this life, he only wanted to sing with his brother for a lifetime, and only wanted to start from the beginning, but this result was achieved. Heart is broken.

"You said, why did this concubine die?" - "Farewell My Concubine"

"You junior brother, I don't know if this world is embarrassed by him, or is he embarrassed by this world?" - "Farewell My Concubine"

This sentence has been lingering in my mind for a year or two after I read it.

Me too. I really don't know if it's this job that's making me uncomfortable, or I'm having trouble with this job.

At that time, I was still very engaged in work. I always felt that my work had something to do with me, I needed to do it well, and I also had a sense of responsibility. But the more I cared, the more I found that I was out of tune with the work environment, colleagues, and atmosphere.

Later, after I decided to leave, I decided to let go of myself and my colleagues. The old man hypnotized himself "This is not me", but what he showed was this, and it was a fact, and he didn't like this fact of himself.

Stop blaming who is troubling who.

Although I always felt that the world was causing me trouble.

Therefore, whenever I am engaged, tricked, or targeted in the workplace, I am speechless. Then I would kill and kill myself because of my bad temper. I was targeted to the point of death. Even I hated myself. Look at how long-winded I am. If I learned it earlier, wouldn't I have to leave the job where the objective conditions were very suitable for me?

Or does it seem that the past time is better no matter what, as long as you look back? Even if the moment is struggling and struggling.

But we always unknowingly, left the hell ahead. On the way to the next hell, or in a new hell.

However, every time we mistakenly think that leaving this hell is to get closer to heaven.

"Life is too rushed, I'm so afraid that my eyes will always be clouded with tears"