Since….ㄋㄩㄝˋ

I just thought about it a few days ago

Make up your mind to exercise self-discipline

result….

On the third day, I didn't sleep until two o'clock in the morning in order to watch the animation

On the fourth day, it's even more ridiculous~ I saw it directly after five o'clock

At three o'clock on the fifth day...

Hmm...it's a strong low tide...

In fact, I don't want to post anything now, because it's very negative...

If it's something that is going to appear in front of everyone's eyes, they should all hope that it will be very positive, right?

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Where does negativity come from?

Emotionally, feel frustrated

I'm in my 30s and I can't start a family yet

Feeling frustrated in life

No savings, looking at the rising house prices

It seems that I have to work hard and worry about these things all my life😔 It makes me really feel that it is very hard to be a human...

Staying up late because I don't want to sleep,

I don't want to face certain things,

I have to watch anime all the time, keep the screen on and slide the phone

In this way, I can stop myself from being still, and then I start to panic, not knowing what to do...

It seems that nothing works

What if you don't like the way this society looks?

can't escape...

I've been thinking lately, why can't I decide how long I will live? Is it okay for me to not want to live beyond 65?

But all religions, including society, say that life is precious, to cherish it, to be grateful, and to think about it.

Yes....a change of mind, it will indeed be much better

But sometimes it just can't turn around

Otherwise, there would be no regrets.

And even if I changed my mind, in fact, society has not changed anything...

Misery happens in every corner of the world like sad things

Just turn yourself

Can't turn anyone else...

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By the way, I just sold a house yesterday.

(Revealed that I am a small estate agent's profession)

(Another day, another day to play the real estate brokerage experience)

I'm actually very happy~
At the moment, you will feel that you are very powerful, very happy, and very confident 😎 It will be no problem in the future

But as of today...

I'd better wash up and go to bed earlier...

Business ah.... I said good change runway to experience life!

I think I am here not only to learn professional knowledge and skills

It's more about learning about human nature...  

human being

Changeable habits: different races have different personalities

I want to make myself a natural scientist! ! ! ! Take a good look at human nature, tsk tsk

Of course, when I entered the real estate industry, I was in the most realistic environment every day, but fortunately, the place I chose still allowed me to see the brilliance of a lot of humanity @@

It's not in vain, at least that's how I feel now ^^

I think my purpose in life is...

I don't have much hope for this life though.

But at least a few are listed 🤔

Otherwise, it would be a headache to be forced to play this game 😮‍💨

1… I must lose weight 😂 I really think that being fat is a matter of my constitution! ! ! ! Please let me see how thin I am in my lifetime! ! ! !

2… Save money hard and see if you can buy a house with an elevator in the future🏠 Fulfill your wish

(There are many more small wishes below...

Do you have to sacrifice to get a house? 😭 woohoo

I want to go snorkeling~
I want to go to Penghu to watch the fireworks~
I want to play high-altitude bounce~
I want to play hang gliding and watch hot air balloons~

3...Emotionally just...let it take its course, if I'm really single, I'll recognize it for a lifetime, woohoo😭

🦋 One couple for life 🦋

I'm still dreaming about it

Stayed up all night for days...

Keep working hard today 💪 Go to bed early

11:30

good night 😴