Artists have hard-to-remember scriptures

If you see it in the community or accidentally see it, you will still feel jealous. I seemed to feel unhappy because I was convinced that I "hate iron but cannot become steel", but after the thought came out, I thought more about why I didn't achieve this result. I am not self-pitying, and I will never give up on myself. When I was 20 years old, I would often be trapped in the turmoil of self-questioning (and I still do it occasionally). When I think about it, I was really stubborn and cute.

Let’s talk about the current three golds. People who make music don’t want to win a golden song. TV people are the golden bell, and movie people are the golden horse. What about me? Even now I am not sure where I will end up in the field of art, but successfully putting my thoughts on the so-called "stage" is certainly a kind of achievement and it is also what my heart desires. But I don’t actually have to be that way; more precisely, I try not to be too obsessive.

To this day, many people still say, why don’t you stay in Taipei as an artist? There are more opportunities in Taipei, right? Taipei’s development should be better, right?

Every sentence is full of doubts and uncertainties, so why would you want to impose something on my thinking that even you, the questioner, are unsure about, or even want to make you bear the burden by arousing my suspicions? just. But to be honest, I know everything you said! I think I know clearly what I want to do, I know I still want to perform, I know I want to continue to be immersed in the art field, that’s enough.

At this point, I suddenly thought of Ruyi, played by Zhou Xun in Ruyi's Royal Love in the Palace, who said: "Why continue the glory of the family? Do you have to be in the middle palace?"
I don’t seem to have to do anything. In the past, there were many types of theater alone, so why should I be too obsessed with the definition of the art field? This is also a deeper awakening after recent conversations and work with different senior artists and friends of the same age who are working hard for art.

Only you can understand the process of giving, and what people see is decontextualized consequentialism. The nourishment that can be constantly redefined and revised in the process is also relatively abundant and absolutely abundant!

After several springs, summers, autumns and winters, I know clearly that every failed attempt reminds me that "the time has not come yet", so I will continue to do it. As long as I am willing to continue to try with faith, what about those manifestations of jealousy?

If you want to control your head so much that you have no obsession at all, you will incur the counter-judgment of your heart.

;Finally negative, negative, negative, negative - positive!
See you at the bridge!