25 Years Old Looking Inward | My 2020 Annual Questionnaire

One year is easy and at the end of the year, it's been a long time since I filled out the questionnaire.
Due to the current situation, it is more time for personal thinking and enjoyment than in 2019, when I participated in many activities and became attached to each other.

There are only ten days left in 2020, share an event that you didn't expect to happen this year at the beginning of the year? How has this event changed your life?

Rather than predicting what would happen, it would be better to say that time would pass in the blink of an eye because of being stuck at home.

Maybe many people will say that the pneumonia epidemic is unexpected, right? But I have always been paying attention to the Chinese Internet. It would be a lie to say that I had no expectations at all. Also because of the epidemic, nothing can actually imagine what will happen. Nothing is bound to happen, and everyone who pretends not to know has experienced it once.

In 2020, what gives you the deepest sense of meaning?

Being able to grasp the rare time, at the end of the year, I watched the news Xiaohua's Confession 2, which I had been waiting for for a year, and once again felt the inner touch brought by the theater. In the face of the tide, no one can stay out of it.

The global epidemic is still severe, please record an epidemic event that you think is worth remembering.

For me, it was natural that the medical staff went on strike for the purpose of closing the border at the beginning of the year. Although it failed to achieve actual success, it is still worth remembering. Although it is not our wish to not close the border, the bitter consequences of illness are borne by us.

How has travel restrictions in 2020 changed your relationship with others/the world? Is there any person/thing that you must see/do when the epidemic is over?

In a short period of time, a set of concepts of outer and inner, safety and danger began to be established in my mind, and this boundary should not dissipate for a long time, I think.

If you really want to meet someone, you can always see them if you take the chance. An unattainable dream is probably to travel to another country.

Talk about a conflict you encountered in 2020 that was difficult to resolve. The conflict here is: You feel your beliefs and actions are in conflict.

Illness has brought back many people's environmental protection habits. Sometimes I can't help but think, now that we live on disposable products, what will happen in five years? What about ten years later? But still have to wear disposable masks when going out.

Share a moment when you "suddenly understood what I was against."

A conversation with my boss, I said I can't change anything. He asked, if you don't try because you can't change, why are you going through 2019 like this? I am speechless. This is the feeling of powerlessness that once loosened but worsened.

How has your relationship with your body changed compared to a year ago? Do you like your current body more?

It's ridiculous, I bought a fitness ring to exercise indoors, but I don't play much. This year's body hasn't changed much either.

After 2020, have you found something about yourself that you cannot stop?

I still can't make a promise: a promise I will never give up on this matter. All I can say is that I will not give up finding myself, give up expressing myself.

Please share with us your favorite song, favorite book or most memorable movie of 2020

A book that explains a lot of confusion in the mind: Flow . No matter what you do, you can't give up finding the flow experience in your life.

Finally, could you please represent your 2020 with a photo.

Fill in the blanks: 2020, Love matters

Old-fashioned, but when familiar events are lost around you, only love can hold you back.

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Procrastination, in time for the last post in 2020.