half a year has passed

I haven't seen anyone here for over half a year. During this time, I struggled with work and studies, and had to change jobs twice. For me, who worked hard for almost four years in my last job, this was a number that shocked even myself. The last straw that overwhelmed my loyalty to work was none other than that quarantine experience.

Because I realized how self-disciplined I could have been when I had full control over my life. The ideas became very clear, and the motivation to write came back. But when I got back to work, everything went back to normal. Coupled with the invitation from my friends, I changed my first job in the past six months and left the battlefield where I really wanted to fight but couldn't physically support it. It was March.

After a short break, I also went to the new company to help with the preliminary bid opening work, and started my current work in April. It's not a new job, it's something I've been doing for years, and I'm hopeful because of it. Although the time when the contract was first opened was very hard, there were people who knew each other working together, and the management had not yet revealed the truth. The work can still be done, and the pressure on the mind is not so great.

But as the new management exposed their ignorance and bossiness, they did not understand the working state of their subordinates for a long time. Subordinates’ feedback will be said to be an excuse for not working hard, and if they don’t, they will be told why they didn’t notify them. Instead of protecting subordinates at a critical moment, they shoot down their subordinates. I couldn't take it anymore and decided to quit.

It's not worth getting angry and getting old and dying a bunch of brain cells every day.

Now I have made an agreement with my family. If I try to take a long-term job or not, I can work part-time as a full-time job, and then develop other paths. I really showed my abilities and hoped that I could do something good for the world. As for why you should try another one instead of starting it directly, the main reason is the family's thoughts. After all, they are still used to the idea that people should have a full-time job, and they also feel that a few years of college should not be wasted. But I do want to put my major into writing. This result was reached after one person took a step back and negotiated. After all, there was no result after arguing all the time.

Then my current trend is to update this side synchronously with the grid, but there will also be content unique to the grid. The exclusives on the square side are mainly some feelings and small sharing during consultation or conversation. For the time being, neither side has officially thought about money.