BL Narrative Novel Serial ｜ The year after breaking up with you (Chapter 18)

Day 120 | April 26, 2021 | Small progress

We haven't made much progress since I went to Xiaosheng's house that day.

Or do I have a good morning and eat it every day? ,Working? And he still keeps sharing his flowers and plants with me. And I can only do what I want, and chat with Huahua. Fortunately, my sister also likes to grow flowers and plants. If I ask her what problem she is facing, I will ask him again, and I will have more time to communicate.

But there is still some small progress. Xiaosheng will start to ask about my work and what are my hobbies? After knowing that I am a vegetarian, he said that he is also a vegetarian from time to time, and we can go vegetarian together next time when we are free.

I chased after the victory and asked him to go vegetarian together this Thursday, and he readily agreed. That's how we set a time for our next date.

Day 121 | April 27, 2021 | If Family Knows Your Sexual Orientation

Hayden called me at night and said that Zhonghui's mother should have guessed the relationship between the two of them.

Recently, Zhonghui's father came out from his hometown in the countryside to see a doctor because of his health. Of course, the two elders live in Zhonghui. Because the two elderly people suddenly appeared without prior notice, Hayden, who was already living with Zhonghui, had no time to temporarily move to his own home first.

Although Zhonghui told his parents a white lie, he pointed out that Hayden stayed in Hayden temporarily because the company was close to their home. But the two lived in the same room and a bed. The two elders eat more salt than they eat rice. Hayden said he believed they had already guessed it.

What should Hayden do now?

I said that there are two ways. The first is to come out directly, and the consequence is that there may be a family revolution. Second, act stupid. If the two old people didn't say anything, they pretended, and you continue to pretend.

What if they had a showdown, Hayden asked? I said, I haven't experienced it, and I don't know what advice to give, you can figure it out for yourself, take it one step at a time!

In fact, I also have such concerns. If one day my family finds out about my sexual orientation, what should I do? I'm still clueless. Now it's because since I was 20, I've been hypnotizing my family that I won't get married and hate children, and they seem to accept it after more than a decade. So as long as they don't urge the marriage, I'm safe for the time being.

Day 122 | April 28, 2021 | The road to gays is never smooth

Hayden said that he had a quarrel with Zhonghui last night, in order to disclose their relationship to Zhonghui's parents. But Zhonghui disagrees. Zhonghui said that his parents were in their 60s and 70s, and their health was also suffering. He was afraid that the stimulation would affect his body if his parents could not accept it.

Hayden thought that if he didn't try it, how could he possibly know the result? Like he also took the first step bravely, his parents accepted his identity.

I think Hayden is one of the lucky few of us, and the family accepts his sexuality as well as his partner. But not everyone is so lucky, so I also understand Zhonghui's concerns.

I advise Hayden that there is no need to quarrel with Zhonghui now. He is not ready to come out, and now that Dad's health is in trouble, of course he doesn't want to bother with other things at this time.

I told Hayden that it is better to take advantage of this time to have a good relationship with Zhonghui's parents. Of course, Zhonghui's help is needed to make the two elders leave a good impression on Hayden and pave the way for future public relations. The road, hopefully not so tortuous.

Of course, I also think that we should be mentally prepared, no matter how well we pave the road, the result may not be as we want. After all, being gay is not so easily accepted by the public, otherwise there would not be so many same wives in this world.

When I was about to go to bed at night, I received a message from Xiaosheng asking me where I would like to have a vegetarian lunch tomorrow. After I set a place and time with him, I fell asleep happily.

Day 123 | April 29, 2021 | People who can keep making friends

Because Xiaosheng said, don't make an appointment in a restaurant with too high consumption, so our lunch is arranged in the cafeteria opened by the Buddha Hall. The three dishes and one soup are only five yuan, but there are not so many good choices.

The two also talked a lot today. This time, they talked less about plants, and instead talked a lot about Xiaosheng's work and life in a foreign country. In the five or six years he was there, he had only had a relationship with one person. Because of some unpleasant feelings, he never made another appointment after that time. After returning to work here, he only talked to his ex-boyfriend who broke up not long ago. to fall in love.

Xiaosheng is really a good baby, which made me embarrassed to talk about my affairs. I played quite a mess for a while. But I ignored it, just said that I have had three boyfriends, and everyone will show a good side in front of the person they like, which is normal!

In addition, I learned that Xiaosheng is versatile, he can also make cakes and paint, and even won many awards, many of which are grand prizes.

Compared with Xiaosheng, I am far behind. But he thinks that I can handle news and writing is a very powerful thing, but he doesn't know that I'm just messing around.

I tentatively asked him if he had met new people on Xiaolan recently.

"Yes, they are all children. They feel that they can't chat, and they don't chat often. They are too clingy and a little scared. You are the only one who comes out to meet."

"You say that to mean that I'm someone you can keep making friends with?"

"Yes!"

Xiaosheng's "yes" made me let go of one third of my heart, indicating that I have at least a chance to break into his life. The next day is to test whether he is interested in me.

Day 124 | April 30, 2021 | Your name is coming back

Suddenly someone mentioned your name again today.

William came to chat with me today. We first talked about the current situation of a few mutual friends. From him, we knew that our friends were doing well, and I was happy. After chatting about his work, William now rents a stall in a restaurant to sell barbecue. The business is not bad, but he is tired. And now he is worried that because of the epidemic, the movement control will be implemented, and dine-in can only be banned, and his business will be affected.

I don't know why he suddenly started talking about you, just like before, he kept saying that your behavior was weird.

I was a little confused, so I asked him if he had contact with you? Otherwise, why do you keep saying that your behavior and thoughts are strange? However, William didn't directly respond to my question.

I didn't ask any more questions. We broke up for more than three months. I am also my ex. Who do you want to be with now? Whoever you contact seems to have a relationship with me. it is good. And I think of you less and less now, and if William hadn't mentioned you, I wouldn't have thought of you for over a week.

This is a good sign, it means they are moving forward.

Day 125 | May 1, 2021 | Destroying My Three Views

On the first day of May, I just got my salary. But Xiao Yang has already cried to me that the money is not enough.

What he calls insufficient is that he wants to buy too many things, and his salary cannot keep up with the pace of desire. I think this is a common problem that everyone is facing now. Desires are always greater than realistic wages.

Xiao Yang asked: Is money important in love affairs between comrades?

Whether you're gay, straight, or anyone, money matters. Only those who already own it, such as billionaires, are qualified to say it doesn't matter. To be honest, many young fresh meat comrades now like to go out with their uncles. It doesn’t mean they like to be mature or have Electra, but they know that going out with their uncles can save a few years of struggle. At least when they go out, they will pay for food and drink.

On Xiaolan, a little fresh meat said that someone sponsored eating, drinking, and having fun, and it was no big deal to be dipped in by an uncle who was more than 10 or 20 years older. Anyway, you can enjoy it yourself! Such a view is now commonplace.

But I don't necessarily have to accept it. It's too ruined for my three views. It's better to earn money by myself. But the reality is that I'm not a little fresh meat anymore, and no one wants to post it!

Day 126 | May 2, 2021 | 50% chance

As usual, every day I have the opportunity to find Xiaosheng information to cultivate feelings.

Today I'll bring the topic to asking what type of guy he likes. He said not to be too naive, but he didn't have a requirement in his mind about what type he liked, he just had to get along.

I took the opportunity to ask him in a joking tone, "Is there any chance for me like this?"

Xiao Sheng actually thought about it seriously and said: "In terms of getting along, it's an opportunity, but at this stage, it's a friend who can talk to each other."

Hearing Xiao Sheng's answer, I instantly felt that I should have a 50% chance. At least he didn't reject me, and he didn't send me a good card, just keep chasing it!