I don't care

I don't know if it's the relationship of age, or the reason for experiencing big and small things. As I get older, I begin to realize that wanting to be happy is what I want in my heart.

Most people would say that childhood is the happiest. That kind of happiness is very simple. It can be because of a piece of fried chicken, because of a glass of iced Coke, because of a rainbow, or because of a cute dog. It is only because of this constant example that I realize that maybe what I wanted when I was a child is very small. Very close and simple.

As I get older, a piece of fried chicken, a glass of iced Coke, or even a sky full of stars will be given to you in the past, but a smile has become rare. Looking down at the night view of this city, it is inevitable that you will be emotionally overwhelmed, and the past will be overwhelming. There will always be a figure in my heart, and then I silently ask in my heart: How are you?

In fact, it doesn't matter if you think about it or not, because only your heart knows it best, there will be no answer to what you want to ask and want to know, it will only be a kind of expectation.

I hope that one day your city will live up to you.

xixi@2022.02.08