Shorthand / About 2022,

It's been a long time since I came to Matters to write seriously, and I haven't been so desperate to speak for a long time.

After reading the forty or so articles looking forward to the new year and looking back on the old year, I found that I don’t really care about the passage of time. In addition to counting the changes from year to year, I am still accustomed to letting myself try to use a more positive way. Look at everything related to yourself.

If I have to take stock of anything, I think I have finally broken a certain inertia that has plagued me for more than a decade and made a little progress. Most personality flaws still need to be strengthened, but the core one is finally moving forward. For so many years, I have never dared to bear those titles. Maybe in 2021, I finally have a little confidence.

Then it's about 2022.

As a person who learns numerology, there are some changes that I have to pay attention to, but since the fluctuations that started in mid-2020 to the end of 2021, I think I have learned to let go of my fears and just face them calmly. I think I've finally fulfilled what I've been telling my clients all the time - everything is arranged for the best.

I still have a lot of things I want to do and things I haven't done (especially when I see the article that has been clapped and brought up, I'm just ashamed and angry), the long annual list continues to accumulate, but it is also true that it is digesting, I finally got out of the resource constraints and really started Doing something.

To continue to speak (or write) in such a steady tone to speak the truth, it has been gradually difficult since becoming a mother, and I have gradually become accustomed to baby language and transforming words and emotions, recording and writing with relatively high-pitched words and intonation, Plus tons of emoji and punctuation.

That's a change I've implemented throughout 2021 as well.

In a way, I like my old self, at least when it comes to writing emotions and thinking, I like that I can settle and then withdraw, so I hope 2022 can bring back this part of me.

Many people say that after having children, parents' "self" will gradually fade (I always like this phrase - Slowly fade away), I didn't agree with it before, I always thought it was a personal choice; I still think so, but I agree with the "choice" part, yes, that's the client's own choice. Whether it's biological traps or conscious choices, I'm totally feeling it now - things about myself are disappearing, and I'm making myself the mother of whomever.

Throughout 2022, I want to rebalance that I am myself and the mother of my children.

Halfway through January, I try my best to give myself enough time to draw pictures, and keep learning through creation, trying to break through the predicament of lack of beauty, artistic logic, and talent. However, the progress of this part is slow and there is little progress. I hope the lunar calendar A little light can be seen during the Spring Festival.

In the end, I don’t actually live with the Western calendar very often, and I always have to ask someone to mention which festival is which day I can respond; fortunately, the Western New Year is similar to the lunar calendar, so let’s end it with blessings.

I wish you all a happy new year and a new year. May all visions be fulfilled, all wishes come true, all plans go smoothly, and all joys may always be like this.

May we all be well, may we be born and grow in peace, may time be gentle to us, and may we be fair to ourselves.

May each of your New Years continue to be bright and happy, may you enjoy every moment, may you be firm in every step, and may I continue to walk with you.

Thank you very much.