warm heart

I've always wanted to record this little thing, but I was really busy, so I put it off until today.

One day last week, Sister Yati suddenly said to me, "The company should be proud to have you, because you are very capable." What good grades? I don't think so...I don't think I'm good at work, but I ask myself that I do everything seriously and conscientiously. Maybe Yati's so-called ability is this intention. Such compliments are warm and powerful, and make me more motivated to maintain and strive to do better, knowing that my efforts are seen and appreciated by others.

From the very beginning when I joined the company, I felt that my job was not easy. Sister Yati always said to me, "You should study hard when you are still young. If you have the opportunity to change jobs in the future, you can also get a higher salary." Tell yourself to keep going. But just a few days ago, she suddenly said, "I know that my workload is actually a lot, and it doesn't matter if I can't make it any longer." In fact, since the first month I started working, I already had the idea of resigning, but I kept telling myself that if I persisted, I would adapt and get through it, and the people around me would comfort and encourage me. But I always feel lost, don't understand why I want to hold on and what its purpose is. When Sister Yati said that I could resign, I was inexplicably moved. It was as if the secretly hidden true thoughts of the heart, which were different from the popular expectations, were supported. (Writing here is actually a sour nose)

But I still won't resign, because I know the time is not yet. Speaking of which, I have to mention one person to thank, my boyfriend. During this time, I would call him every day after work and complain to him while driving. Thank you for always listening to me and comforting me. Usually I don't even have a person to talk to in the company, so I talk desperately after work, hahaha.

Come on! The road ahead is still very long, and I hope that the end point will be what I want.