"Essay" Insomnia

Yesterday, my legs felt like they were being eroded by insects. This happened once last year. It was a symptom of an immune system problem. I quickly calmed myself down to see if I could divert my attention and find a solution. I fell asleep, but I couldn't get into the situation well, and I finally lost consciousness...

A ghost-pressing feeling invades my dreams

I woke up in a dream, but I was still in a dream, and then I tried to wake myself up, but I was still in a dream. When I was too tired and wanted to give up, I suddenly felt like there was a hole in the back of my neck. Something strange wanted to enter my body.

It's like my body is clothes, and there is a "being" who wants to grab it and wear it. A sense of fear as if the dominance of "living" will be taken away. In the dream, I struggled desperately, shouting for help, and then kept waking up, but a substance like smoke entered the back of my neck. I couldn't stop it, and I could only keep trying my best to stay awake.

Then I woke up more than ten times, sometimes it was a dark space, sometimes it was a cloudy space, and sometimes it was an indescribable time and space, and finally I opened my eyes and saw my dry flowers on the walls of this room and Biyi The space is still weird with posters of otaku girls and artworks in art museums, and I realized that I finally returned to my room and "really woke up".

Sweat all over my body, take a deep breath, and my legs are in better shape but not so good. In this situation, I still drink some water, turn on the air conditioner, lie in bed, and make myself feel better. Then I was in a situation where I was very terrified of falling asleep, but I couldn't sleep without it... Finally, in this fear, I looked at the religious things that someone gave me, and the newly bought little green mummy companions - dry flowers, I The little potted plant—Little Green Green... I still sighed and closed my eyes.

Forget it, with a sense of "the soldiers come to block, the water comes to cover up ", I once again entered a terrifying dream. As a result, he fell asleep and woke up unexpectedly. Nothing out of the ordinary. It's just that the back of the neck has always been infused with a touch, and it's hard to forget that feeling, but the body is basically the same, including the legs.

As soon as I wake up, I clean the room and deal with it, hehe. I haven't had such a dream in a long time. I suddenly remembered that I had read some books and materials, it was mentioned that some people were taken away by aliens to do experiments, but I don't think I am, because if I really encountered them, I would definitely find a way to kill the aliens and take control of the UFO. Take it, and then study how to operate it, you can travel around the universe (hey). Well, I am indeed a brutal low earth human (laughs)

It's annoying to touch too many strange things, and even dreams are interfered with = mouth =

When I didn't understand anything before, in this situation, I could only use those "scientific concepts" to convince myself that it was just a neural transmission response. However, it was later discovered that it was just a reason for humans to convince themselves.

But it doesn't really matter whether it's eccentric or unbelieving in evil. As long as "you can convince yourself" and "you can handle the situation yourself" is enough. I think so pull.

The ability to choose what you want to believe and be able to protect yourself, convince yourself, and reassure yourself is more important than anything else. (´_ゝ`)