The pace of life ep26 A true story close to oneself

It has been a year and a half since I left my position as a civil servant. Although my income is much higher than when I left my job, I am still in a state of being unable to save. For a person like me who loves saving, it is really big. test. The nature of my work is that I have a job to get a salary, and I have no income when I take vacations. Before I came to Spain, I was also worried that if I was not in Taiwan, I would run out of food without income. Although I have experience in online divination in Taiwan, I always feel that I am in Spain. , If there is no continuous exposure in Taiwan, there will be no chance, 90 days without income, 90 days with no income, can I really survive?

I didn’t expect that on the first day in Spain, I immediately received the message of making an appointment for divination, but the first week I came to Spain, I couldn’t have a very stable Internet connection and time. At this time, my fear reappeared, I was worried that I would miss out. I will never have this opportunity again, but after thinking about it, I explained the situation to the case. I originally expected to lose this job, but I didn’t expect the other person to respond very kindly and express their willingness to wait, which brought me a lot of moving. .

In the past, I had the fear of not being able to express myself. "Cooperation" is the highest guiding principle in my life. High cooperation and strong adaptability are my greatest strengths. , I also hated the self who always made compromises, and I once felt that I was always betrayed by myself, but I still couldn't be a person who asked others for everything.

It's good to see

When I see that the fear that I dare not express comes from the fear of not being loved in my heart, I try to re-choose my own approach, try to express it and see what will happen, and in the process, I don't hate my past self, Because I know that having flexibility and softness is my resource, I don't have to resist my resource, but I can express myself on this resource and establish a good boundary between myself and others.

Since then, many cases have started to make appointments with me for online divination, and what is even more amazing is that many of them are the first to experience online divination. This situation is something I have never thought of. The limitations are given by myself, if I set this thing to be impossible from the beginning, if I think about it with fear from the beginning, then I will not know what the scenery is like, I try to see myself Fears and limitations, trying to execute with unbounded beliefs, and even more interesting, I did face-to-face divination in Spain!

Our soul always prepares infinite possibilities for us, but our consciousness always sets limits again and again. I want to try to believe in myself a little more and slowly embark on the road of expansion.

(to be continued)

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