Serialization of bl narrative novels｜The year after breaking up with you (End)

Day 6 of Retirement | May 23, 2021 | Hope you are well

I heard your name again today. In fact, I hope that when I hear your name again, someone around you will already take care of you. But it seemed to make him worry again.

William told me about you today, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he said that the two of you met! Before William suddenly asked me if we really broke up, it was just to make sure that you didn't lie and that we really broke up before agreeing to meet you. In this regard, he has the morals of friends.

But what he said next, I was a little stunned! In fact, he doesn't need to explain it to me, I don't know if he is unintentional? Or show off?

William said that you sent him a private message on the game, and you said that the only time you met, you thought he was your ideal type, but because you were still dating me at that time, you couldn't take any further actions, you could only date him in the game account, said that they were free to play games together.

After that, you have been interacting in the game, but you are only talking about the game. After we broke up, you took the initiative to find him about things other than the game, and also told us to break up, and you had a good impression of him.

After I listened to it, I felt that this is you. You have always been straightforward, you are very clear about what you want, and you dare to express yourself.

William said that after you chatted for a while, you made an appointment to meet on his birthday, you ate dinner, and then went back to his house and went to bed.

But then you didn't develop further, because William felt that there was something in your thinking that he couldn't accept, and the two of you didn't have the following.

Hope I don't get mad when William finishes talking to me. I'm not angry, after all, it's what happened after we broke up, it's your freedom to do whatever you want. Of course you will feel sour.

Instead, I'm worried about your mood. You've already gone to bed. In the end, there is no follow-up development. It feels like a date, and it's gone when you're happy.

I want to call and ask how are you? But we haven't been in contact since we broke up, and suddenly asking you something like this might stimulate your feelings even more. In the end, I still didn't fight, I just hoped in my heart that you still had a good life.

After listening to this, I was a little disgusted with William's impression. It was clear that he just wanted to be with someone, and he didn't want to be in a relationship at all. Still less contact, the character is too bad.

Day 7 of taking off the single | May 25, 2021 | Refused to contact

I told Zhengdong and Hayden what happened yesterday.

Both of them actually responded: "Isn't this a normal form in the circle?" Regardless of whether it is suitable or not, many of them go to bed first and then talk about the next things.

"Isn't this clearly an appointment? If you want to have sex, just say it directly, don't give people hope, the feelings are gone, and people will be eaten!" I still can't stand such behavior.

For me, if I really want to know whether it is suitable or not, I really want to meet a few times, eat and drink coffee, or exercise to get to know each other, instead of going to bed for the first time and saying that my personality is not suitable !

When I dated you before, although we decided to date the day after we met, we didn't have a relationship until two months later, because I took my relationship seriously.

It's the same with Xiaosheng. After getting to know him, he wants to know if the other person is suitable. He also meets for dinner and tea, but he doesn't even hold hands, let alone go to bed.

The two still responded to me in the same way: "You have to get used to it, and it's their problem, so you don't have to worry about it so much."

Zhengdong said: "Your ex would agree to go home with William, and he already knew what was going to happen. It was also voluntary. They were adults and knew what they were doing."

The more I think about it, the more angry I get. I feel angry for you. You're too bad. This friend can't be made, I will block William directly! In the future, they will be the ones who refuse to communicate with each other!

Day 8 Off the Single | May 26, 2021 | Comfortable State

Went on a date with Xiaosheng tonight. It's not a couple who didn't do all kinds of fancy things. It's just a simple meeting for dinner, but we took a lot of time to find a suitable place to eat. There are not so many people, and it is not easy to find. In the end, Xiaosheng decided to find a vegetarian restaurant with few people to solve my dinner.

I was embarrassed to ask him to indulge me, he said, he can also be a vegetarian, and he can eat enough. The two chatted while eating, and he could chat about everything. When I mentioned some current affairs news, he actually went online to find out what he didn't understand.

Xiaosheng said with a smile: "After interacting with you, in addition to plants, I have a better understanding of what's going on outside, and I also started to read the news. It's good and good, and I'm no longer a frog in the well."

I'm a little embarrassed to hear that, because I still haven't learned more about plants and flowers. In the end, Xiaosheng seemed to know what was on my mind.

"You don't need to go out of your way to learn about flowers and plants to cooperate with me. This is a hobby that is different from the nature of learning about news. You can just listen to what I share with you. If I like to say it, you can listen to it." Xiaosheng said thoughtfully.

After hearing what Xiaosheng said, I immediately went to order one more dish to fill him up, and was moved. When you are older, your mood is easily touched and satisfied.

After the two of them finished their meal, I accompanied him to the department store to see work shoes, and he was about to start talking about what he was wearing. After buying the shoes, although it was only after nine o'clock, the two had already decided to end the date and go home.

I'm getting older, and falling in love is so bland now, but this state makes me feel comfortable.

Day 11 of the divorce | May 29, 2021 | Pseudo "long distance" love

Yesterday morning, Xiaosheng and I made an appointment to meet tonight to go shopping. As a result, yesterday afternoon, the government announced that the second MCO movement control order was implemented due to the worsening epidemic situation, and the city was closed again. Any plan should be suppressed until after the lockdown is lifted. Based on the experience of the first lockdown, it should be possible to lift the lockdown this time at the earliest one month later.

Unexpectedly, when they fall in love again, they will encounter a closed city and be forced to talk about pseudo "long-distance" love. Obviously they all live in the same city, but they can only use mobile phones to communicate.

Fortunately, Xiaosheng and I are not clingy lovers. It is enough to be able to contact us on a mobile phone, so it shouldn't be a big problem if we don't see each other for a month after the lockdown. But Xiaosheng and I both work in essential industries and cannot work from home, so we still go to work.

Not being able to see each other for a month can also test whether the love between the two of us is strong.

June 16, 2021 | Family dinner

In the third week of the lockdown, because the media work also belongs to the frontline staff, I was scheduled to receive the first dose of the new crown vaccine today.

Although I have read many news reports and medical reports on the new crown vaccine because of my work, and know that vaccination is safe, I still have a little trouble in my heart and worry about the side effects.

Xiaosheng deliberately took the vacation today and accompany me to get vaccinated. Along the way, he has always given me confidence and reassurance that he will be vaccinated.

We have been mco for a few weeks, but it is only a semi-closed city. It is not as strict as the first time. It is just that we cannot dine in, close entertainment venues, close half of industries, or work from home. If you want to meet, you can still meet. But Xiaosheng and I didn't meet each other for health and safety. We were vaccinated today.

The two rely on their mobile phones to communicate with each other, and they talk about their work situation every day. He will always take pictures and share with me the growth of his flowers and plants.

Although it lacks passion, it is comfortable to get along with each other. We are all very satisfied with this state. Maybe this is the only way to keep flowing.

Today's vaccination is also very smooth, except for a little pain in the arm, there are no other side effects. After the two returned to my house, my mother kept him for dinner. The family still didn’t understand our relationship, but my mother thanked him for taking me to get vaccinated.

Even so, seeing Xiaosheng eating with my family makes me happy. As for my relationship with Xiaosheng, I am waiting to find the right time and let them know.

May 19, 2022 | 1st Anniversary

Today is the first anniversary of my relationship with Xiaosheng. The epidemic has not changed much this year, but everyone has been vaccinated and has a layer of protection. Although everyone's life has gradually returned to the past, of course, there are still differences, and the epidemic prevention work should not be sloppy.

My friends, Hayden and Zhongyao still have awkward quarrels, but after two years of dating, it's the fifth year, and it feels like they will continue to date.

Yaoliang is still single, because he has a request that he will not fall in love if he fails to lose weight, but this year, he has not lost a kilogram, so he continues to remain single.

Zhengdong is still the same. He said that it has only been a year and nothing has changed, but he has moved to a new home and a new job. Now he is a real estate agent, and he makes more money than before. Otherwise, how can he move from one room to another? Go to a big house.

For love, Zhengdong is still playing the world, not looking for a partner, but making an appointment when needed. He said, talk about emotional hurt!

Xiao Yang and I have become good friends, and we will go out for dinner and tea. He and Xiao Sheng also know each other. He is still indifferent to feelings, and he said that maybe he will never fall in love in his life. Every day I have been shouting to change jobs, but I have never implemented it.

As for you, the two of us have completely lost contact. After we cut off William's line, we can't hear from you at all, but this is also a good thing. Let's take care of each other. I hope you are living well now and find your way. The right person for you.

In the past year, Xiaosheng and I met once a week in many cases because of the epidemic. Even when the mutant virus was coming, we didn't see each other for a month or two, and we all depended on mobile phones to fall in love.

But our relationship is getting warmer and warmer. Although my friend said that the two of us feel warm together, Xiaosheng and I both feel that this state is suitable for us, and it is more and more compatible. In terms of sex, I always feel that love and sex are the same. Inseparable, if any one has a bad life, the relationship will be difficult to maintain.

And when you get to a certain age, you can keep the warmth with you.

Hope to have many more anniversaries with Xiaosheng in the future!