::Other people's stories::Do you like me or my mask

Life is sometimes wonderful. In addition to my own experiences, there are also stories from my friends around me. Everyone's experiences are intertwined. Friends comfort each other and grow up when they are injured. So I will come and start writing some real stories of my friends. On the one hand, I will record, On the one hand, it is also when some review or borrowing

The protagonist of this story is called: Xiao Sui

As his name suggests, from the moment I knew him, I knew that he was a man who was extremely accommodating. He was very cooperative with the group, had his own ideas about schoolwork, and was very good at talking and chatting. There is no problem with the hours, the laughter is also very hearty, and the sunshine is scattered, and he is also a very independent individual. When everyone had to go home in the old university, he was the only one who didn’t use it because he had no home.

There are these seemingly wandering personalities, all because he does not have a normal family, his parents divorced since childhood, and his father lives very close (that is, he lives on the top floor, and his father lives on the first floor. The distance XD), but very little When we met, my father relaxed and did not take responsibility for parenting, and my mother became someone else's mistress. She raised three children with the money she raised. Even though she walked on such a difficult road, she did not turn bad, and she was very hopeful. Take good care of yourself without worrying about your family (but no one is actually worried)

In the past, everyone knew him as a friend, but they only thought that he was very strange, not handsome in appearance, strange personality, but always attracted a lot of girls to post it. I laughed at him for being stupid, but he didn't explain it. He chose to laugh at him, or talk dryly, and never gave a positive response. He used to think that he was used to wandering and that he didn't want to settle down.

We kept in touch after graduation and kept a good or bad distance, because we lived very close to each other, he asked me out for a drink and chat on the first day after he was discharged from the army, and when I had no one to eat for Christmas, I also pulled him Come out to accompany me to celebrate the festival, just like this, the distance we walk for ten minutes has become the distance for us to find an old friend when we are lonely in a different place.

He called me today and said he was coming to see me on the weekend, and by the way, he wanted to update me on his current situation. He " seems " to have an exotic girlfriend.

 what does it mean

It turns out that the girl has lived abroad for a long time, but she just came back to Taiwan for a walk. It happened that she met Xiao Sui by fate. His unrestrained personality deeply attracted the hearts who are used to living abroad. There are only two weeks, because the girl's ticket will set sail in two weeks

Xiao Sui is very clear that what he can do during this time is not to fall too deep, to give the other person a beautiful dream, and hope to engrave an unforgettable story in the other person's heart, so he carefully held it in the palm of his hand and got along, and started Is willing to speak his heart, at that moment, how much he hoped that his heart for many years could be understood, the dry and insecure soul could be caught, and he even wanted to say that it could be for the sake of the other party , just fly abroad to live together. In her relationship, because of the lack of love, he can shrink himself very small, just to cooperate with the other party, as long as the other party agrees, he can give everything in the past

So they went shopping on the streets of Taipei together, wore a lot of clothes and chatted by the cold riverside, and together they created many exclusive memories in Taiwan, Xiao Sui said, I can't cover the memories of you and your ex-boyfriend abroad, but I Can help you create a lot of unforgettable things in Taiwan

 However, the feelings of life are always unsatisfactory

After getting along for a few days, Xiao Sui said to the girl: I miss you. That day, Xiao Sui had just finished drinking. He believed that he was the most vulnerable and the most real, and hoped that he could show her.

But the girl said, don't do this, so I think you're under a lot of pressure, I don't want to hear this

This kind of reaction made Xiao Sui feel like a bolt from the blue. His originally cheerful and strong personality collapsed overnight. Why didn't the girl catch his emotions, because he was afraid of getting hurt and he used to wear a heavy mask and open the protective shell. When he is full, the prodigal personality he has been showing is only an appearance. He said that in fact he is also pursuing stability. Sometimes he just wants someone who can accept his family, and those who accept him can go on well together.

But he didn't dare, he didn't dare to tell his mother and father's situation, he couldn't find anyone who loved him like this, he was constantly unloved, he just wanted a normal relationship, is it so difficult?

He is also afraid of going with him, afraid of the feeling of disparity in identities, afraid that after he goes, he will end up with nothing, just like the sadness born in the difficult layer, turning over seems to be by his side, but it is an insurmountable ridge. But he dared, why did the girls dare not?

When he called to cry, it was the first time I felt that a friend I had known for so many years had a human-like day. XD He hid his true emotions so well that no one around him noticed his inner turmoil. I thought his strength was just an illusion

Could it be that the girl who fell in love with him at the beginning was only the one who put on a mask, and once he met frankly, that charming trait would be instantly disillusioned, so in the end, do you want boys to maintain their drifting personality and keep attracting girls? Each of them shows their heart, but they will be deeply hurt and bloody. May I ask everyone on the page, which personality will you choose to show?

Love is really hard~~ I really hope he can always keep his sincere heart