Q Bo is not doing business with a small diary-Day 71

One day a while ago, I suddenly lost my enthusiasm for life.

I have been a very hardworking person since childhood. Whatever I can push myself to, I will use that strong willpower to execute it! Because I always feel that if you don't fight when you are young, when will you have to fight?

I hate when people say to me, "You can't do it!" Whenever someone says that to me, I wonder what I can do to silence these people! Is this masochism? Not at all! Because what I will try my best to do, of course, must be something I do not reject.

A while ago, I entered the office of the biotech company at 09:00 in the morning and left at 3:00 in the afternoon. Hurry up and go to the jewelry store to pick up the 4:00 shift, and get off work at 10:00 in the evening. During the commute time, I will write a small diary of Matt City, because when I get home at night, I have to use the little time I have to talk to my family... Until I take a shower, I have to listen to online courses to learn some knowledge...

This kind of life has been like this for a month or two. It doesn't matter if the body is tired, but there is a little trouble in the heart...

The job of the biotechnology company is to give full play to the expertise I have learned, and because of my education, I can have a better income at this stage immediately. The current communication and marketing work is the part that I like and am good at. I am very happy to work with Shero~ It's just Taiwan's biotechnology industry... Is the company stable? It’s really hard to say whether I might be closed down or fired in a few years... For me, who wants to get married, if I want to have a small family, can I take care of the family with a high probability of going to a management position? Is that busyness the life I want?

Jewelry stores are something I have loved since I was a child. It is my favorite thing to make myself beautiful and happy to spread joy and love~ And luckily, I met a very good lady boss who is willing to guide me on how to do business. Following her, I learned to observe many things, especially myself! I may be a clerk in a small shop now, but I have dreamed of opening my own jewelry store since I was a child! And it is a rare opportunity to experience a store from scratch without investing a lot of money by yourself. If you want to open your own store in the future, it will be a rare thing! However, doing business...it always takes time to accumulate, and the income is a little unstable in the early stage... Although you can't starve to death, the accumulation of the numbers in the passbook will be so slow at this stage...

Just a while ago, both sides asked me if I wanted to make a choice. It’s fine to focus on one side… But I’m uncomfortable with whichever side I let go😭 Is it greedy? maybe! But my heart is always thinking, is there really no way to balance it? !

I want to break my head! Depressed and unmotivated dead fish in those days...because nothing is right...

I've been shaking like this for a few days, and I don't want to think about it anymore!

I just want to relax my head right now and do every little thing right in front of me. Including come up to express a little mood...or see if the citizens have any suggestions or ideas to share. Take the time to record this magical moment in your life~

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