How about you? What kind of teacher are you?

I can not answer! Haha~~ But at this critical moment in life and career, I would like to think about what I think about myself.

Thank you for sharing the positive and loving story about her and the teachers she met in her letter to me. I am very happy for the little prostitute and her teacher. What education needs is such stories and touching, so that we can continue to describe the story of love between people with full enthusiasm.

The little prostitute threw a question to me: "How about you? What kind of teacher is Halftone?"

I thought about it for a long time, and what I wanted to answer was: " I'm a teacher who can't live up to my ideal teacher. "

Is it hard to understand? Maybe start with my luck.

I've been fortunate to have great partners and teams from my graduation distribution to my transfer to a later school. I am a special education teacher, and a class is a cooperation of two teachers. My first partner is always able to handle the affairs of students, parents, and the class with ease; more serious children, or children who have just entered school and need to establish routines, Basically, it can be easily handled by her. Basically, I admire it so much, I can only learn kung fu secretly, so that I, who just graduated very well, can quickly enter the situation.

Later, I was transferred to a new school. There were 4 special teachers in the school (later, it became 6 due to the extra class). Except for my partner, every teacher in the team was very serious and very good at teaching. It is to convince the parents. Many parents who have had a lot of trouble with their children in other schools have become obedient when they come here; Under the insistence of the teachers and assistant teachers, they all ran to the teachers before graduation (a bit exaggerated, but they walked very well and quickly). Climbing the stairs, I usually ask children to try and not rely on them. I can't imagine that children can make such progress; school activities, large and small, always bring special education children to actively participate ~ school celebration dance, garden party stalls, hot dance Competitions, off-campus teaching, and lo-mei bazaars require a lot of enthusiasm and professionalism to support them. I see them in my eyes and move them in my heart.

Of course, I'm also a part of it, but, I know~ Compared with them, I don't have such a fiery heart, such abundant energy, and such professional ability to pay. To put it bluntly, I am just being pushed and walked. The author has also been cast a lot of praise and received a lot of compliments, but I always knew in my heart that I was not that good . I have met many wonderful teachers, just like the spring breeze and the rain in the movies, the teachers who will make the children cry, they are my ideals, the materialization of the teacher's image, and I know that I will never be able to achieve them. This is definitely not humility, but because you already know yourself.

At best, I am a "conscientious" teacher. In reality, this is a job, so I will try to do my job well, and that's about it! I think of the junior who came to teach in the team. He passed the test and came to our school with the first place in the teacher examination in Chiayi City. He is serious and confident. I remember when we shared one time, he said: "I used to think I was very good, but when I came here, I realized that everyone is so good, I am really weak." I think, I understand that feeling, in fact, he is very good Great and enthusiastic. And I thought that this passage of his should be given to me, but I will only say the last two sentences, because I have never felt that I am a good teacher.

In fact, my thoughts have always been very confusing. After all, I have been a teacher for 20 years. I always have repeated and various thoughts and feelings about myself in the process. It is really difficult to clarify them one by one.