2204 Events in the second half of April

Beginning in mid-April, I opened my body and began to return to work within the system.
It's been a very strange journey, and it often makes me feel like I'm living a secret life.

｜W3
Starting with P, P is very bad but it is the beginning after all,
The beginning is thankful, breaking a certain norm in the world.
It also broke some of my obsessions. I think, I started to re-read "The Art of Love", and the content of the book also moved me quite a bit.

Then we chatted a lot with friends by the river, and that night was very beautiful.
Summoned a lot of memories from a long time ago, and it also made me seem to have confidence in myself again——
"I'm someone who has done those things before, as long as I want to, I can still do it!" Thinking like this.

Later, more entanglements are crocodiles, but after all, there are still some new relationships, so I don't care as much as before,
But I think he is the person I have a good chance to fall in love with, but after all, it is dangerous, it feels so dangerous.
I keep running away.
I am always prone to fall in love with dangerous people.
I fell in love with dangerous people with great difficulty, but I didn't seem brave enough.
(Now a lot of things can be said in a few words, stating the facts and not going further)

Then I met with an old friend, and it would be three or five years in a blink of an eye.
He said I was his NANA, another him in the world.
This kind of compliment makes me very happy, and I still like her very much.
But after all, we are far, far away, and life will not intersect again,
We also get too old to lose the strength or attachment to make a conscious connection.

"But I really didn't think I could choke on a cigarette like this," he said.
I am going to her past life, and she is going to my past life.
At the intersection, we exchanged glances and continued walking like this.
He still accepted me tenderly, even though I thought I didn't need such care,
That kind of tenderness still makes people want to rely on and want to love.

"At the time, we were completely open to each other."
And they can definitely be caught by the other party.
The crocodile said sorry and I couldn't answer. Although I said it was okay, I actually realized at some point that I couldn't open it to him anymore.

｜W4
very happy.

Drinking with AT is like an act of fake love.
The first time I played with a female golfer in Taoyuan, I was fascinated by sweating and breathing, and the detonation of adrenaline.
And when Brother Bai returned to Taoyuan to open a shop, and the black bear was there on the same day, I felt like I had returned to the atmosphere of 1709. It was so natural and comfortable, like home. I chatted and drank randomly with the guests.
As well as a new friend 0 drinking, a considerate gentleman who has no feelings but is comfortable getting along with, I haven't been worried about such a common topic in a long time.

Blissfully like, the life I totally want.
Such happiness.

There will be some objects to chat with every day, even if you don't like it, it's not lonely.
That's it until you meet someone you really like. Also enjoy the single life to a certain extent.

I was drinking and chatting with 0 and felt that I was quite happy recently,
Although there are still some troubles, after all, there is no way in life to be without troubles.
Learn to accept these and be grateful for them.

However, every day I hear my friend share with me the story of how he met a new person,
I said, "What a great coconut, I seem to be a little lazy."
He said, "You haven't met someone who energizes you."
Yeah, I think it's true, so there are times when this little loneliness,
It's like a passing grade of 60 points, but not 90 points in love and life, but after all, it's already a thank you.
After all, the relationship can't come, everyone is a erratic feeling, and the conditions are simply shit.

In the end, it was completely abolished on Saturday, but stopped admiring himself,
I think a complete waste is the kind of waste that finds things to do to make oneself happy,
It's actually not easy.

Of course, I also hope that I have the kind of time when I can study hard and do everything well.
After all, there is still a lot to do!
Writing songs, tarot, practicing guitar, reading, zine, FB advertising, GA and SEO all take time!
But when I think about it like this, I suddenly feel a lot of pressure. I still have to do it step by step and slowly.
I come too many times at one time, but I can't do anything. Na~

Then I felt even more that I had to keep myself in a state of vitality in order to complete it well.
And my energy status is usually the same: work with people I like, get along with, or live in groups.
As well as creating, reading great stuff, rushing forward and progressing.
You should set yourself a little goal every week.
I also hope that the current good relationship can last for a long time, and I can be more comfortable, otherwise I will be very tired and troublesome.

I also kept the room a little cleaner, otherwise I would feel restless because of the many things.
The Magic Fruit Basket also reminds me to be like Xiao Tou: always thankful, always smiling.

Do you also feel that your social skills are a bit low?
I always feel as if I have become an idiot who has no ideas and uses the past to talk.
It also seems to follow the other person's thoughts and actions or is it just because it's the wrong person?

Well, it's so worldly, I am.