Feelings-08

He understands that what he does now is the best choice, but every time he starts to doubt himself, how much he wishes he made the wrong decision, even if it will be painful for a long, long time.

Desire always blurs people's eyes, blinds their hearts, loses their center of gravity, and makes people feel at a loss. When you grab it, you will become a North Star, and you will always believe in it. Because you don't know the direction, it is he who makes you regain your confidence and find it. sense of security.

What you don't know is that he is not a North Star, he is just a rotten stone disguised as a beautiful appearance. It will not only cut your hands, but also run into your wounds with the bacteria on his body, slowly infiltrating your blood, your organs, and you. The whole body, making you chronically suicidal, suffering a little bit every day until you can no longer control yourself.

Now that the wound has healed, the infection remaining in the body has not disappeared, and constantly reminds you when you are vulnerable, that he exists, thinking you can bear it, but you still lie to yourself, in the little bit of life In the middle, draw a knife slowly, make you weak, and finally use your remaining strength to grab another rotten stone.

I'm just playing games

I know that's plastic love

Dance to the plastic beat

Another morning comes