stomachache

Born in this world with the body, there are also the senses.

And we tend to pay attention to hair and skin but ignore feelings just because hair and skin are more visible?

In fact, I usually suffer from insomnia, but today's stomach pain made me wrestle with my facial features, and I couldn't tell the winner.

I was afraid of vomiting so I didn't take the sleeping pills I usually take. Yesterday I tried the so-called "withdrawal" and went to bed at twelve o'clock without taking any medicine. Lying on the bed quietly, try to evacuate the brows to both sides. Play sleep-inducing music, turn off all lights, and make sure your limbs fit snugly under the covers. Try to even out your breathing. Finally, I closed my eyes, but those strange pictures appeared again. As soon as I closed my eyes, I would see many people's faces.

We don't know where they come from or if we know them. A face kept flashing. Maybe I saw it at the entrance of the parking lot, maybe it was the manager of the McDonald's downstairs in the company, or maybe it was a high school student eating rice balls at the bus stop.

They each have their own expressions, their eyes are different, and they seem very real because they are natural.

But today was different, I closed my eyes and didn't see them, just had a very strong pain in my stomach. Under this pain, it seems that insomnia is no longer my most painful ailment. The vegetative nervous disorder also disappeared, and I wondered if the great pain could cure my disease.

Don't people always say that? Fire with fire. Fight fire with fire. So I didn't get up. I had already thought of a series of procedures to go to the hospital and go to the emergency room in my mind. These pains are so real, it's nice to remind me that I'm alive.