Thoughts of Xerxesfors

time keeps passing

I can't resist letting the past blind me

Let the memories take over the future

I only have now

And now I have a broken heart

It is loaded with thoughts

Thinking becomes the stone of Xerxesphus

I keep pushing stones to the top of memory

who pushed it off the mountain again

it hit the heart violently

my heart is bleeding

my heart is scarred

My heart hasn't healed yet and it's under fire again

If time doesn't pass

Is it possible to pause at this moment

I was wrong

I was wrong

Even if time stands still

I will still push the stone to the top of the mountain

And who will push it down again

The stone that the thoughts turn into will not change

I'm Xerxesse and I won't change

Missing breaks my heart and it won't change until I die

turn out to be

It was me who pushed the stone up

pushed it down

also me